This morning I was walking through the parking lot and a noticed something odd about a car near me. The passenger side mirror was just barely hanging on. It was just dangling beside the car. I just stared at it and kind of laughed. It was at that moment that the owner of the car said to me, “it hasn’t fallen off yet…so I just leave it.”
As I walked my mile hike from parking lot to office, I thought about how my life so often looks like that mirror. I am just dangling. And I get comfortable there because nothing too bad has happened to completely break me. Why do we live like this? Why do we go through life dangling when we have power of the Risen Savior living in us?
He doesn’t call us to live our lives just barley hanging on - If that is you today….let go. Let go and give it all to Him. He died that we may have life, and life to the fullest.
**Barrett update** He is doing well! Just talked to Sherri - they will be doing tests today to check his blood vessels. He was taken off his C-Pap which is a great thing. His at birth measurements were 1 pound 1 ounce and 12 3/4 inches long. God is huge! keep believing for Barrett!
Monday, January 25, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Barrett
Sherri – a friend of mine (and some of yours)
Chase - Sherri’s son
Kaci –Sherri’s daughter-in-law
Barrett – baby
Kaci is 28 weeks pregnant with Barrett. Kaci was admitted to the hospital yesterday because Barrett is not growing as he should be. They have given Kaci steroids. Just got a text from Sherri that they would be taking Barrett today at 5pm. According to ultrasounds Barrett weighs 1pound 1 ounce.
We serve a huge God. Stop whatever you are doing at this moment and believe with me in the Great Physicians Hand. He has a plan for this tiny boy. Pray readiness for the doctors and nurses that will be attending to precious Barrett. Pray a sweet stillness over Kaci and Chase.
Chase - Sherri’s son
Kaci –Sherri’s daughter-in-law
Barrett – baby
Kaci is 28 weeks pregnant with Barrett. Kaci was admitted to the hospital yesterday because Barrett is not growing as he should be. They have given Kaci steroids. Just got a text from Sherri that they would be taking Barrett today at 5pm. According to ultrasounds Barrett weighs 1pound 1 ounce.
We serve a huge God. Stop whatever you are doing at this moment and believe with me in the Great Physicians Hand. He has a plan for this tiny boy. Pray readiness for the doctors and nurses that will be attending to precious Barrett. Pray a sweet stillness over Kaci and Chase.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
PINK
Hey all! Welcome to think PINK. Thanks for reading! For all of you who are new to the devos PINK stands for
Priase Him in every circumstance
Intercede for others
Nourish the Spirit through bible study
Kindle the flame by spreading the gospel
Hope you live today thinking PINK
Priase Him in every circumstance
Intercede for others
Nourish the Spirit through bible study
Kindle the flame by spreading the gospel
Hope you live today thinking PINK
but daddy
Last night John got lily ready for bed. They laid down on the couch. In a few minutes I heard Lily… “but daddy…” John was telling her that it was time to go to sleep – with every reason he offered she replied “but daddy…” It was difficult not to smile because her tiny voice is so sweet.
I was praying as I got into bed and began to think of all the times the Lord asks me to do something and my reply is much like Lilys. Lord I see why you are asking me to do this but I am so busy… I know Lord but I am so tired… I know Lord but I think someone else would do it better… My prayer last night and this morning was to serve the Lord when asked…no ifs ands or buts…
I was praying as I got into bed and began to think of all the times the Lord asks me to do something and my reply is much like Lilys. Lord I see why you are asking me to do this but I am so busy… I know Lord but I am so tired… I know Lord but I think someone else would do it better… My prayer last night and this morning was to serve the Lord when asked…no ifs ands or buts…
as long as it
Yesterday I overheard someone say, “that will be fine…as long as it doesn’t interfere with my stuff.” I thought about that statement a lot yesterday afternoon. About how often I say that to God when He asks me to do something. “sure Lord, I will serve, witness, surrender, _____ as long as it doesn’t interfere with all my plans.” How many of us serve God as long as it isn’t an inconvenience? Today I am praying that I will say yes to the Lord regardless of my stuff …all else will have to wait.
missed it
This weekend we had a youth event at church called IMPACT. It was awesome! So many decisions made for Christ. On Sunday morning, the band that had been leading worship all weekend did the Sunday service also – instead of the choir. An elderly lady came and sat next to us. As soon as she saw the drums and the guitars she said, “I hate this kind of music.” I was so angry. As the band played the lady scowled. My anger disappeared and I was broken hearted for her. Because she was so intent on showing her disapproval for the music, she missed the words that were being sung. She missed seeing 100+ high school students worship in reckless abandon to their Savior. She missed seeing the tears stream down faces of lives that were changed. She missed Jesus.
The truth is, I do the same thing. When I met a few of the students this weekend my first reaction was “hmm…this one is different.” Thankfully, God shut me up quickly and gave me the opportunity to see Him shine in every student…even the ones I thought were odd. I pray that I will not miss one second of the sweet message of Jesus because I am too wrapped up in the package it comes in…
The truth is, I do the same thing. When I met a few of the students this weekend my first reaction was “hmm…this one is different.” Thankfully, God shut me up quickly and gave me the opportunity to see Him shine in every student…even the ones I thought were odd. I pray that I will not miss one second of the sweet message of Jesus because I am too wrapped up in the package it comes in…
freak flag
Do any of you have those people in your life that you would really like to be friends with? There is one lady that I know, and I would love to be her friend! She just shines the love of Christ and is always so put together…never a hair out of place. How some women do this…I have no clue. I have had the chance to talk to her a couple of times. And each time I make myself look absolutely ridiculous! I am usually pretty good at speaking to people, but for some reason I am sure that when I walk away from our conversations she is thinking “what just happened? Is that girl always like that?!”
I ran into her today at Wal-Mart and of course looked dumb, started an awkward conversation about nothing and walked away just laughing at myself. What in the world! I got in the truck and laughed some more! Then, I thanked the Lord whole-heartedly that even when I come to Him with strange questions, stuttering speech and concerns that might not really make sense… He understands even when I don’t. He will listen as long as I need Him. What a comfort! So, to all of you out there who have had these moments, let you freak flag fly high! God loves us just as we are!
I ran into her today at Wal-Mart and of course looked dumb, started an awkward conversation about nothing and walked away just laughing at myself. What in the world! I got in the truck and laughed some more! Then, I thanked the Lord whole-heartedly that even when I come to Him with strange questions, stuttering speech and concerns that might not really make sense… He understands even when I don’t. He will listen as long as I need Him. What a comfort! So, to all of you out there who have had these moments, let you freak flag fly high! God loves us just as we are!
it will hurt
Last night, Lily told us that her foot hurt. I said, “let me look at it.” She ran to her room yelling “no momma…it will hurt.” The last time her foot hurt, she had a splinter in it. It was not an easy process getting it out. She remembers the pain…not the joy of living splinter free.
So many of us are living life just like Lily. We remember the pain, so we guard ourselves from anything or anyone that could potentially hurt us. God calls us to love, to trust - we run. I might get hurt Lord…I would rather live with a splinter in my foot. We continue to live life hobbling around half-hearted – wholly guarded. 1 John 4:18 reads, there is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out all fear. God calls us to let Him love us with a perfect love and through that we must love others. It is time to stop hobbling through life with a splinter in my foot. I will live unafraid in Christ. Will you?
So many of us are living life just like Lily. We remember the pain, so we guard ourselves from anything or anyone that could potentially hurt us. God calls us to love, to trust - we run. I might get hurt Lord…I would rather live with a splinter in my foot. We continue to live life hobbling around half-hearted – wholly guarded. 1 John 4:18 reads, there is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out all fear. God calls us to let Him love us with a perfect love and through that we must love others. It is time to stop hobbling through life with a splinter in my foot. I will live unafraid in Christ. Will you?
the physician
Yesterday Claire woke up with the croup. With all of her allergy / asthma difficulties we have trained ourselves to listen for her breathing. This was a cough and congestion I have never heard. I took her to David and Sherrie’s to make sure I wasn’t overreacting as I sometimes can…especially where Claire’s breathing is concerned. We all decided she needed to go to the doctor. When I got her to the office the doctor listened to her for a long time…checked her oxygen levels…the works. He said she had a respiratory virus and the croup. He said it was very good that we brought her in because the croup can be dangerous for babies with asthma.
This morning on the way to work I was praying for Claire. I began to think about my spiritual life and how much better it would be if I checked things before they got too bad. Instead of allowing a sin to become a stronghold…repent and seek strength the moment the sin occurs. Instead of allowing myself to become spiritually empty…why not be refreshed daily by His heart. Apologize and heal a broken friendship before a lifetime of anger and bitterness has passed.
How are you today? What is it in your life that you have let go too far? Why wait any longer…The Great Physician can heal your heart today.
This morning on the way to work I was praying for Claire. I began to think about my spiritual life and how much better it would be if I checked things before they got too bad. Instead of allowing a sin to become a stronghold…repent and seek strength the moment the sin occurs. Instead of allowing myself to become spiritually empty…why not be refreshed daily by His heart. Apologize and heal a broken friendship before a lifetime of anger and bitterness has passed.
How are you today? What is it in your life that you have let go too far? Why wait any longer…The Great Physician can heal your heart today.
lost
This morning, I parked in a new place here at the hospital. I had to go in a different entrance than I am used to so when I got into the hospital I was completely turned around. At one point I found myself in a very long hallway in what seemed like a dungeon. I straightened up my shoulders and bravely walked toward what I thought was a doorway. I got to the end only to find that the doorway was for people who had an access code…that person I am not. I stood there…took a breath and said, “Show me the way Lord.” A few moments after my whole hearted, half afraid prayer a man stepped into the hallway and asked what I was doing there. I replied as honestly as I could “I have no idea. But, good morning to you!” He laughed and kindly volunteered to show me to my office.
I followed closely as to not get left in the CCMH dungeon alone. I watched him carefully as he taught me the way to go. When I finally sat down at my desk, 20 minutes after parking my car, I thought about how often I get off my spiritual path and end up alone in the darkness of my own choices. I thought of Psalm 86 that reads teach me your way o Lord and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart. My prayer today is to follow the teachings of My Lord so I will continue on His path…not getting lost trying to make my own.
I followed closely as to not get left in the CCMH dungeon alone. I watched him carefully as he taught me the way to go. When I finally sat down at my desk, 20 minutes after parking my car, I thought about how often I get off my spiritual path and end up alone in the darkness of my own choices. I thought of Psalm 86 that reads teach me your way o Lord and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart. My prayer today is to follow the teachings of My Lord so I will continue on His path…not getting lost trying to make my own.
prepare a table
This year one of our New Year’s resolutions as a family is to set the table for dinner every night. It has been so wonderful so far! The other night, Lily was setting the table. I would hand her one plate at a time. She was so careful with the dishes. She set the plates with such sweet thought. As I watched her my heart grew.
And in that moment, God reminded me that He has gone to prepare a place for me. No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those that love him”. God has taken special care to prepare a table for us in glory! Are you prepared for the day He calls you home?
Love you all so much!
And in that moment, God reminded me that He has gone to prepare a place for me. No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those that love him”. God has taken special care to prepare a table for us in glory! Are you prepared for the day He calls you home?
Love you all so much!
man vision
Last night John was looking for Lily’s toothbrush. He said “I have looked everywhere.” Really everywhere I wondered. I went in search and was back in about 2 minutes…toothbrush in hand. What is it with man vision?! They look one place and call that everywhere!
After relentlessly teasing my oh so handsome husband, I laughed and began to think about how my spiritual vision is much like man vision. Lord, I have searched out your heart for the plan…I don’t see it. Lord, I cannot see you anywhere…I have looked. Lord, are you sure it’s here? I wonder how often I have missed the Lord’s message even though it was right in front of me. If you have mans’ vision in the place of God’s its time to look with new eyes…HIS eyes.
After relentlessly teasing my oh so handsome husband, I laughed and began to think about how my spiritual vision is much like man vision. Lord, I have searched out your heart for the plan…I don’t see it. Lord, I cannot see you anywhere…I have looked. Lord, are you sure it’s here? I wonder how often I have missed the Lord’s message even though it was right in front of me. If you have mans’ vision in the place of God’s its time to look with new eyes…HIS eyes.
an exaggeration
A little while ago I was listening to someone tell a story. Now, I knew that parts of the story were exaggerated. Granted, it made the story better, but I kept thinking – why not just tell the story like it really happened.
I thought more about it at lunch. Then, I thanked the Lord that nothing, not one thing about Him is exaggerated. He created the heavens and the earth. He sent His one and only Son to earth, a baby born of a virgin. Jesus did live a perfect life free from all sin. Jesus did walk on water. He did heal the sick and make the blind to see. He died on a cross for our sin and three days later was raised to life. He is the Risen Savior. His word is active and alive. He is the Alpha, Omega, beginning and the end. He is the living water and all who drink from Him will never thirst again. Never and exaggeration needed – HE IS THE KING OF KINGS!
I thought more about it at lunch. Then, I thanked the Lord that nothing, not one thing about Him is exaggerated. He created the heavens and the earth. He sent His one and only Son to earth, a baby born of a virgin. Jesus did live a perfect life free from all sin. Jesus did walk on water. He did heal the sick and make the blind to see. He died on a cross for our sin and three days later was raised to life. He is the Risen Savior. His word is active and alive. He is the Alpha, Omega, beginning and the end. He is the living water and all who drink from Him will never thirst again. Never and exaggeration needed – HE IS THE KING OF KINGS!
oh the snow
I love the snow! Love it! One of my favorite things is when all the snow has fallen and everything is wonderfully white…before it has been tramped by animals and people. Yesterday I was looking at our yard thinking that it was a lot prettier before the snow had begun to melt. Then, the snow began again! Yay! I just stood in it and let it fall all around me…
The snow fall is a wonderful representation of how forgiveness works. We are as white as snow when we ask Jesus to be our Lord and Savior. All our sin is forgiven. The sin in our life tramples the beauty of Christ’s love. Then, we repent of our sin and just like the beautiful snow we got yesterday, we are forgiven…beautiful once again.
The wonderful news of Christ is that no matter how trampled your life is by sin, it can all be forgiven. All we have to do is surrender to the Savior and we will be as pure as the new fallen snow…
The snow fall is a wonderful representation of how forgiveness works. We are as white as snow when we ask Jesus to be our Lord and Savior. All our sin is forgiven. The sin in our life tramples the beauty of Christ’s love. Then, we repent of our sin and just like the beautiful snow we got yesterday, we are forgiven…beautiful once again.
The wonderful news of Christ is that no matter how trampled your life is by sin, it can all be forgiven. All we have to do is surrender to the Savior and we will be as pure as the new fallen snow…
free
This weekend we were driving to Tulsa. Claire was not happy to be in her car seat for that long. When we got to the hotel, I unbuckled her. Instead of jumping out, she just sat there…still crying. She had been so frustrated with being trapped in the seat, that she didn’t notice the freedom I offered her.
Hmm. She is a lot like me. I get trapped in sin that becomes a stronghold. But instead of reaching for the freedom that God offers me I continue to cry…trapped. All Claire had to do was acknowledge that I was waiting on her to reach for me. And that is all God is asking of us…
Hmm. She is a lot like me. I get trapped in sin that becomes a stronghold. But instead of reaching for the freedom that God offers me I continue to cry…trapped. All Claire had to do was acknowledge that I was waiting on her to reach for me. And that is all God is asking of us…
true to His word
Some things I have learned this Christmas season:
invisible tape…not really invisible.
all day lipstick….doesn’t really last all day.
customer service with a smile…just service minus the smile
“while supplies last” usually means they have 3.
2-day shipping….the 1st day is really the second full day after you place the order
1 hour photo…usually 2
slim fast controls hunger…Not a chance!
Those are just a few things! I have learned that guarantees are not what they seem. I have begun to laugh at most everything that “guarantees”. While laughing at these things I am reminded that God’s Word is true. It is never failing. Every promise He makes…you can count on. His Word is the only guarantee you need!
invisible tape…not really invisible.
all day lipstick….doesn’t really last all day.
customer service with a smile…just service minus the smile
“while supplies last” usually means they have 3.
2-day shipping….the 1st day is really the second full day after you place the order
1 hour photo…usually 2
slim fast controls hunger…Not a chance!
Those are just a few things! I have learned that guarantees are not what they seem. I have begun to laugh at most everything that “guarantees”. While laughing at these things I am reminded that God’s Word is true. It is never failing. Every promise He makes…you can count on. His Word is the only guarantee you need!
gifts
This weekend, we had the Living Christmas Tree at church. To say the least, it was fabulous! I had the best time! There is nothing better than standing in a 30’ Christmas Tree singing about Jesus! During one song, we had three wisemen walk down and present gifts to the baby Jesus. It brought tears to my eyes every time I saw it – it was just beautiful. Every time this happened God prompted my heart with this question, “Meagan, what gifts are you bringing to glorify my Son?” I began to make a list of how great I am and all the Godly things I do. As though the Creator actually wanted me to make a list. By the 4th time we sang this song, I had gotten the hint.
The 4th time my heart was prompted, I simply listened. I did not try to answer the question. When I shut my mouth and just listened to my Father, He provided the answer I needed. You see, I usually just give the gifts I am comfortable with. He has given me gifts that I would rather not present because I am not confident in myself. He assured me yesterday that He was not asking me to be confident in my abilities. He was asking me to be confident in His ability to use my gifts to glorify His Kingdom. What are your gifts….are you offering them to His glory every day?
The 4th time my heart was prompted, I simply listened. I did not try to answer the question. When I shut my mouth and just listened to my Father, He provided the answer I needed. You see, I usually just give the gifts I am comfortable with. He has given me gifts that I would rather not present because I am not confident in myself. He assured me yesterday that He was not asking me to be confident in my abilities. He was asking me to be confident in His ability to use my gifts to glorify His Kingdom. What are your gifts….are you offering them to His glory every day?
in unison
Last night we had choir practice – I really love going to choir! A few times last night, I just stopped and listened…and it was awesome! One of the awesome things to hear is when we all sing in unison. When we are doing just as we should, it sounds like one voice. Incredible. But if just a few people are off…it throws the song off.
As I listened and prayed the Lord showed me that my spiritual walk should be in unison with His perfect plan for my life. If I am seeking His face daily above all else, my steps and His plan will be one. I can assure you, that is not the case all the time. When I take my eyes off of Him – the paths become two. Today my prayer is that that my wants will match His will for me. I pray that my life will be in unison with His heart…
As I listened and prayed the Lord showed me that my spiritual walk should be in unison with His perfect plan for my life. If I am seeking His face daily above all else, my steps and His plan will be one. I can assure you, that is not the case all the time. When I take my eyes off of Him – the paths become two. Today my prayer is that that my wants will match His will for me. I pray that my life will be in unison with His heart…
on E
On the way home from work Monday, I noticed that I was almost out of gas. It was beautiful Monday afternoon – I should have stopped to gas up. My light came on about 5 miles from the house. I passed the gas station knowing I could make it home and back before I ran completely out of gas. I was not at work yesterday, so when I hopped in my car this morning to come to work there it was. The fuel light on and the gage resting below E.
So I had to stop…in the rain…and fill up this morning.
The craziest thing about all of it was that I had the opportunity to fill up on Monday, when it was beautiful outside. But, I didn’t. The Lord prompted me with a question this morning. “Are you doing the same with your spiritual life?” stink.
Do you run on E spiritually? Do you pack your schedule so full that you don’t notice you are almost out of fuel? Are you like me? You notice that you are on E, but you don’t take the time to meet with Jesus and refill. Most of the time I am so worn out from all my Godly activities that I am too tired to meet with God - - see the problem with that?
Today my prayer is that I will not let my life run on E. I will take time to meet with Jesus before everything else and trust that He is enough to fill me.
So I had to stop…in the rain…and fill up this morning.
The craziest thing about all of it was that I had the opportunity to fill up on Monday, when it was beautiful outside. But, I didn’t. The Lord prompted me with a question this morning. “Are you doing the same with your spiritual life?” stink.
Do you run on E spiritually? Do you pack your schedule so full that you don’t notice you are almost out of fuel? Are you like me? You notice that you are on E, but you don’t take the time to meet with Jesus and refill. Most of the time I am so worn out from all my Godly activities that I am too tired to meet with God - - see the problem with that?
Today my prayer is that I will not let my life run on E. I will take time to meet with Jesus before everything else and trust that He is enough to fill me.
steady
Yesterday, I was walking out of church. I was holding Claire, her bag, and Lily’s hand. I had about 10 steps to go down. A gentleman at our church came up and offered to help. Being prideful, as I am sometimes, I almost said no. Before I could - his arm was under my elbow steadying me as I carried Claire and helped Lily Beth down all those steps. I was relieved because I was just a little off balance -
Why are we so full of pride? How many times have you turned down an offer for help? Even if it is just a little help, like a steadying hand. This gentleman showed me a picture of God yesterday. God sees that we need help and He is there to steady us. Maybe just for a moment…but He is there. Why is it so difficult for us to relinquish control and let God step in and steady all that is off balance in our lives?
Are you off balance today? If you are, He is there to steady you…
Why are we so full of pride? How many times have you turned down an offer for help? Even if it is just a little help, like a steadying hand. This gentleman showed me a picture of God yesterday. God sees that we need help and He is there to steady us. Maybe just for a moment…but He is there. Why is it so difficult for us to relinquish control and let God step in and steady all that is off balance in our lives?
Are you off balance today? If you are, He is there to steady you…
take a minute
Yesterday I went to JC Penny to look for some new britches. Found some – on sale – had a coupon – saved more than I spent – FABULOUS! Anyway, when I got to the register, I was in a hurry. When I am in a hurry it always seems like I get the slowest possible cashier…anyone else? I was trying not to be “that” customer as I waited sort of patiently. Then she began to start up a conversation. ARG. Do not have time. I was about to give her the half polite “mmm –hmmm” as to signal her that my time was much more important than her story. Before I did, I felt God pull at my heart. Listen… I am listening to you Lord…what is it? NO…listen to HER. Stink. Okay Lord. I will listen but I don’t have that much time okay… Just listen to her. This is usually how conversation with me and the Big Guy goes. He commands…I try and do a half hearted reply…He commands…I finally do.
As I stopped and really listened to this woman…I found that her story was much more important than my time. It wasn’t a story of great significance or entertainment. It was simply her way of starting a conversation. I stood and chatted with her for a little while. In the end she told me how nice it was for someone to slow down long enough to talk. Oh my! If she had only heard my thoughts!!
Yesterday God used my self-important…too busy…hurried attitude to teach me. HE is never too hurried to listen to my stories. HE will never ask me to skip the details so He can go about His day. HE is always willing to take a minute to listen…even if I just want to tell Him something silly. Live today knowing that you serve a God who is never in too big of a hurry….and He expects us to serve others in the same manner…
As I stopped and really listened to this woman…I found that her story was much more important than my time. It wasn’t a story of great significance or entertainment. It was simply her way of starting a conversation. I stood and chatted with her for a little while. In the end she told me how nice it was for someone to slow down long enough to talk. Oh my! If she had only heard my thoughts!!
Yesterday God used my self-important…too busy…hurried attitude to teach me. HE is never too hurried to listen to my stories. HE will never ask me to skip the details so He can go about His day. HE is always willing to take a minute to listen…even if I just want to tell Him something silly. Live today knowing that you serve a God who is never in too big of a hurry….and He expects us to serve others in the same manner…
look up
On Sunday, John and I had to leave church a little early. I sit in the choir, so I told him to watch for me to get up so he could follow. I got up and walked into the hallway to meet him. I waited and waited. No john. He finally looked up at the choir and noticed that I was gone, so he came out to meet me. I thought, what a perfect devo moment. I had my devotional all ready to go for Monday morning. Monday morning came around and zero. I woke up in a horrible mood….Claire was sick…had to iron clothes…blah blah. Was so frustrated that I cried all the way to work. Definitely no devo yesterday…I just couldn’t write it.
On the way home the Lord spoke to my heart. He said Meagan, this morning when you woke up…did you look up? God is really good at using my devotionals to convict my heart. Just like John – he forgot to look up therein missing my signal that it was time to leave. I forgot to look up and my day was awful. I forgot to look up to my Father and ask Him to join me in my day. I forgot to look up and I missed the message that I live forgiven. I forgot to look up and praise Him for all my blessings….so I missed the blessing of a beautiful crisp morning. It is amazing what you miss when you forget to look up….
On the way home the Lord spoke to my heart. He said Meagan, this morning when you woke up…did you look up? God is really good at using my devotionals to convict my heart. Just like John – he forgot to look up therein missing my signal that it was time to leave. I forgot to look up and my day was awful. I forgot to look up to my Father and ask Him to join me in my day. I forgot to look up and I missed the message that I live forgiven. I forgot to look up and praise Him for all my blessings….so I missed the blessing of a beautiful crisp morning. It is amazing what you miss when you forget to look up….
his glory
Yesterday I was in the waiting room at my doctor’s office. There was a really pretty picture on the wall that I was admiring. A young lady said, “my dad made that…isn’t he amazing?” The part about her statement that I loved was that she immediately gave the praise to her dad. My heart sunk a little as I thought about my day.
Someone said, “you have a beautiful smile…” I thanked them and went about my day…as if my smile is my own. I didn’t even pause to thank my Creator for giving me a smile to share. Mother nature takes the glory for the beautiful weather…john and I take the glory for our beautiful girls…the doctor gets the praise for fixing Claire’s ears… When did we stop glorifying the giver of all life? God gave me my smile…He created my gorgeous girls…He gave the doctor the gift of healing…He made the sunshine
My prayer is that today I will stop and give Him the glory. My Father is amazing…and I need to tell Him!
Someone said, “you have a beautiful smile…” I thanked them and went about my day…as if my smile is my own. I didn’t even pause to thank my Creator for giving me a smile to share. Mother nature takes the glory for the beautiful weather…john and I take the glory for our beautiful girls…the doctor gets the praise for fixing Claire’s ears… When did we stop glorifying the giver of all life? God gave me my smile…He created my gorgeous girls…He gave the doctor the gift of healing…He made the sunshine
My prayer is that today I will stop and give Him the glory. My Father is amazing…and I need to tell Him!
invitations
Yesterday I was finishing up the girls birthday party invitations. As I was putting them in their envelopes, I began to pray. God issues me an invitation daily…to come meet with Him.
I began to pray for all of us who need to answer the invitation He sweetly offers in Matthew “Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest”
I prayed for all the lost people in my life. Those who have not answered His invitation to have everlasting life through His Son Jesus.
What is God inviting you to do today? Are you among the tired…the weary…. Are you among those who need to spend time with Him today…. Are you lost? The invitation stands….it’s up to you to accept it.
I began to pray for all of us who need to answer the invitation He sweetly offers in Matthew “Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest”
I prayed for all the lost people in my life. Those who have not answered His invitation to have everlasting life through His Son Jesus.
What is God inviting you to do today? Are you among the tired…the weary…. Are you among those who need to spend time with Him today…. Are you lost? The invitation stands….it’s up to you to accept it.
expecting
Last night about midnight I heard Lily’s tiny feet on the tile in the kitchen….she was on her way to our bed. This is a nightly occurrence. When I hear her, I put my arms out so she can find me easily. Last night was no different. I was reaching for her before she even got there…
Last night was the Lord kept me awake after she crawled in bed. He reminded me that His arms are out even before I ask. He is reaching for me before I get there. What a gift. He knows your need - - He is reaching to you to meet it. Go to Him. Snuggle under the sweet cover of His grace. He’s expecting you…
Last night was the Lord kept me awake after she crawled in bed. He reminded me that His arms are out even before I ask. He is reaching for me before I get there. What a gift. He knows your need - - He is reaching to you to meet it. Go to Him. Snuggle under the sweet cover of His grace. He’s expecting you…
sorry
On Saturday I caught Lily doing something she was not supposed to be doing. She said, “sorry momma.” Okay – I started to walk away and she did it again. Stinker. I was just about to get onto her when this thought ran through my mind. Are you really sorry if you keep doing it?
I wanted to get angry with Lily, but God needed me to listen to Him. He was aching to speak to me and I wasn’t listening. So like many other times, He used my daughter. When you have sin in your life, do you say you are sorry just to clear your heart? I do. But there is a vast difference between being sorry and being repentant. Too often I take advantage of my Christianity. I think I can just say I am sorry and walk away. But let me tell you friend, until you are truly repentant….the sin remains.
Today don’t just be sorry. Let the Savior of your soul bring peace to your truly repentant heart…
I wanted to get angry with Lily, but God needed me to listen to Him. He was aching to speak to me and I wasn’t listening. So like many other times, He used my daughter. When you have sin in your life, do you say you are sorry just to clear your heart? I do. But there is a vast difference between being sorry and being repentant. Too often I take advantage of my Christianity. I think I can just say I am sorry and walk away. But let me tell you friend, until you are truly repentant….the sin remains.
Today don’t just be sorry. Let the Savior of your soul bring peace to your truly repentant heart…
you belong with him
Yesterday a lady was in my office commenting a picture I have on my desk. The picture is of my oh so hot husband! My co-workers know the picture I am referring to!! It is my FAVE! As she was looking at my picture she said, “ you look like you belong with him…” I took that as a HUGE compliment!
After she walked out a question came on my heart. Do I look like I belong with Jesus? Can people tell I am a Christian? I can say honestly that some days I do not shine for Him. My question for you is does your life reflect His love? Do you live your life in such a way that people could say without hesitation that you and Jesus belong together? My prayer for my life today is this - - Lord today above all else, I want to shine for you. Help me live my life so that others question why I am different. Lead them to ask me why….and Lord when they do, give me the courage and boldness to answer…Lord today it has to be all about your Glory - -
I will be praying that for you today also! Love you!
After she walked out a question came on my heart. Do I look like I belong with Jesus? Can people tell I am a Christian? I can say honestly that some days I do not shine for Him. My question for you is does your life reflect His love? Do you live your life in such a way that people could say without hesitation that you and Jesus belong together? My prayer for my life today is this - - Lord today above all else, I want to shine for you. Help me live my life so that others question why I am different. Lead them to ask me why….and Lord when they do, give me the courage and boldness to answer…Lord today it has to be all about your Glory - -
I will be praying that for you today also! Love you!
can't see you
This morning started off a little rocky for me. I get up at 5:00 so I will have an hour to get myself together before the girls hop up. This morning Lily Beth decided that she would hop up at 5:15. So, everything I normally do…I was doing with a tiny helper. I was walking down the hall to her room to get her clothes - -she was a few steps behind me. I heard her tiny voice say “wait momma….I can’t see you…” I hadn’t thought about turning the hall light on so it was very dark. I stopped and said, “ I am right here Lil “ She was comforted by the sound of my voice…even though she could not see my face.
I get so frustrated with life because I want to know all the steps immediately. Most of the time the Lord only shows me one step at a time. Leaving me feeling like I am alone in the dark. When I have this feeling I call out to Him. He never fails to show me His light. He doesn’t hesitate to say I am right here child. Today, if you are feeling like you are alone on your path…remember…He has not left you. Even when you can’t see Him, listen for His voice. He is right there…
I get so frustrated with life because I want to know all the steps immediately. Most of the time the Lord only shows me one step at a time. Leaving me feeling like I am alone in the dark. When I have this feeling I call out to Him. He never fails to show me His light. He doesn’t hesitate to say I am right here child. Today, if you are feeling like you are alone on your path…remember…He has not left you. Even when you can’t see Him, listen for His voice. He is right there…
where is He
Today I was making a list of things I needed to get done. My list was from greatest to least significance. For those of you that have been praying for me lately, you know I have been struggling with life. Just life in general. Today as I was making my list, God asked where He would be on my life list. I just cried.
I love Jesus so much. But He has not been first on my list. To be perfectly transparent, He hasn’t been close to first. Why do we do this? I am trusting that I am not the only one. We have so much life to live…so many important things to do. And the giver of Life is at the bottom of our list. We try every way to justify it…but the truth is…there is no justification in putting the Savior of our souls anywhere but the top. Where is He on your list right now? At this very moment? Can you say without hesitation that He is #1. That nothing and no one comes before Him? If He is not THE LIST….your list needs to be changed.
I love Jesus so much. But He has not been first on my list. To be perfectly transparent, He hasn’t been close to first. Why do we do this? I am trusting that I am not the only one. We have so much life to live…so many important things to do. And the giver of Life is at the bottom of our list. We try every way to justify it…but the truth is…there is no justification in putting the Savior of our souls anywhere but the top. Where is He on your list right now? At this very moment? Can you say without hesitation that He is #1. That nothing and no one comes before Him? If He is not THE LIST….your list needs to be changed.
its in my eyes
On Saturday we were all in the car driving to Walters. Lily was in the backseat. She yelled to us, "the sun is in my eyes." Sure enough the birght sunshine was beaming on her! There was no blocking it. We tried everything, but we just couldn't get the sun out of her eyes...
The lesson of her sweet words didn't sink in until later that night. When life frutrates me, I tend to search for solutions in all the wrong places before I go to God. I want to handle it all on my own. I was doing just this on Saturday night. I finally stopped and tried to let my mind rest. When I cleared the rest of the world out....I could finally hear the Lord speaking to me. The Son is in your eyes....He is right there....stop trying to block Him out. Again, through the eyes of a child - -
I always try to block out the Son, because I think my way is better. I think I should be in control. And I fear what God will ask of me if I truly let Him be soveregn in my life. See, the SON is always shining on us. His light cannot be blocked no matter what we do. We can ignore Him, but we can't block HIm. Today instead of complaining beucase the sonshine is so bright.....bask in His glory and praise Him because He chooses to shine on us...
The lesson of her sweet words didn't sink in until later that night. When life frutrates me, I tend to search for solutions in all the wrong places before I go to God. I want to handle it all on my own. I was doing just this on Saturday night. I finally stopped and tried to let my mind rest. When I cleared the rest of the world out....I could finally hear the Lord speaking to me. The Son is in your eyes....He is right there....stop trying to block Him out. Again, through the eyes of a child - -
I always try to block out the Son, because I think my way is better. I think I should be in control. And I fear what God will ask of me if I truly let Him be soveregn in my life. See, the SON is always shining on us. His light cannot be blocked no matter what we do. We can ignore Him, but we can't block HIm. Today instead of complaining beucase the sonshine is so bright.....bask in His glory and praise Him because He chooses to shine on us...
prevention
This morning sweet Claire had to go to the doctor. He said she has a throat infection. He gave her strong antibiotics to prevent it from going to her ears. A soar throat for her leads to infections elsewhere which can effect her asthma. Pray for sweet Claire.
I was reading over the prescription and thought about the sin in my life. It starts with something small…but inevitably leads to something else. Does this happen in your life? You think, oh I can handle a little….no big deal. I will just take one drink…I will just tell this small lie….i will just take one step off the path…Then before you know it you are in the grip of satans stronghold. Many times when this happens in my life I realize that I hadn’t covered the possibility of that sin with prayer. I know my weaknesses and I cover them with prayer daily. I learned the hard way that any area of my life not covered by prayer and protection from my Father leaves me wide open for Satan’s schemes.
My hope is that, like the doc, you will take preventative steps to guard you heart from the strongholds of sin -- Get in the Word. Pray protection over you life so that satan has no way of getting in. Because as strong as satan is….He is nothing compared to the Almighty..
I was reading over the prescription and thought about the sin in my life. It starts with something small…but inevitably leads to something else. Does this happen in your life? You think, oh I can handle a little….no big deal. I will just take one drink…I will just tell this small lie….i will just take one step off the path…Then before you know it you are in the grip of satans stronghold. Many times when this happens in my life I realize that I hadn’t covered the possibility of that sin with prayer. I know my weaknesses and I cover them with prayer daily. I learned the hard way that any area of my life not covered by prayer and protection from my Father leaves me wide open for Satan’s schemes.
My hope is that, like the doc, you will take preventative steps to guard you heart from the strongholds of sin -- Get in the Word. Pray protection over you life so that satan has no way of getting in. Because as strong as satan is….He is nothing compared to the Almighty..
todays
Yesterday a friend of mine was inquiring as to when I was going to send out the devo. I said, ‘ I did’ (at the time I didn’t know I really hadn’t sent it! Oops) She said, “oh I probably read it and passed it on….” Love people sharing the devos! I thought about what she said. For some reason it wasn’t sitting well with me. Of course, the Lord had something to teach me. I prayed about the feeling that was sitting heavy on my heart. His response….
That is what you do Meagan. You read my Word but you don’t remember that you read it. You might even pass it on to a friend, but did you let it sink into your Spirit. He then let His Word speak to my heart. James 1:22 – 25 reads “ Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. 23Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror 24and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does”
If I am merely reading His Word because I am supposed to…what is the point? If I do not let His Word guide my every step and penetrate my heart to its very core…why read it? Read His word to praise Him. Read it to hide it in your heart. Read it to LIVE IT.
That is what you do Meagan. You read my Word but you don’t remember that you read it. You might even pass it on to a friend, but did you let it sink into your Spirit. He then let His Word speak to my heart. James 1:22 – 25 reads “ Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. 23Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror 24and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does”
If I am merely reading His Word because I am supposed to…what is the point? If I do not let His Word guide my every step and penetrate my heart to its very core…why read it? Read His word to praise Him. Read it to hide it in your heart. Read it to LIVE IT.
i just need to...
Last night John and I were double-teaming Claire Bear. A note about my youngest - - she hates getting her diaper changed. The only things she hates more than that is putting clothes on. Wow. it is a challenge to say the least! Our sweet girl can squirm with the best of them! We had an idea last night. John was going to give her a bottle while I got her dressed. So, I put the pj top on her and john put the bottle in her mouth. Needless to say it did not work. She just had to hold the bottle. She wouldn’t let john hold it for her. The plan completely backfired because she could not hold the bottle and get the sleeves on… gee whiz.
While we were laughing at ourselves for our attempted trick, God showed me that I am Claire where the control of my life is concerned. I will let Him have a lot….almost all of the control. But I just have to keep one hand in the work. I need to have a portion of the control which always leads to confusion, distraction and mess. If I would let Him be completely Sovereign in my life, things would go much more smoothly. Praise the Lord I am a work in progress. As I prayed to give up control He reminded me of Phil. 1:6 which says “He who began a good work in you….will be faithful to complete it until the day of Christ Jesus.” For all of you who belong to the control freak club….there is great Hope for us yet….
Love and hugs on this beautiful day!
While we were laughing at ourselves for our attempted trick, God showed me that I am Claire where the control of my life is concerned. I will let Him have a lot….almost all of the control. But I just have to keep one hand in the work. I need to have a portion of the control which always leads to confusion, distraction and mess. If I would let Him be completely Sovereign in my life, things would go much more smoothly. Praise the Lord I am a work in progress. As I prayed to give up control He reminded me of Phil. 1:6 which says “He who began a good work in you….will be faithful to complete it until the day of Christ Jesus.” For all of you who belong to the control freak club….there is great Hope for us yet….
Love and hugs on this beautiful day!
another way
Yesterday I was at the hospital training for the job I will be doing there. I had to use the ladies room so off I went. As I was walking back from the restroom a lady said to me, “you know there is a much easier way to get to the restroom.” Hmm. I knew there was an easier way but I was confident in the way I went. I knew the route and I knew I would not get lost as I might have trying to go the shortcut way through the maze that is Comanche County Hospital! I thanked her and went on my way.
On the way home I began to think about her comment and about my spiritual journey. On my journey there have been opportunities to take easier and faster routes. It is always tempting to take a short cut….to do things my way and get there as fast as I can so I don’t have to wait on God’s timing. But it never fails that when I do that I end up lost. My salvation is always secure but the plan for my life then has to be re-routed to get back in line with God’s path. Today I am praying that I remember what that lady said to me. I am praying that even when I see a short cut in life….i will stick to the path I am confident He has laid for me. Why get lost in a maze when His way is right in front of you?
On the way home I began to think about her comment and about my spiritual journey. On my journey there have been opportunities to take easier and faster routes. It is always tempting to take a short cut….to do things my way and get there as fast as I can so I don’t have to wait on God’s timing. But it never fails that when I do that I end up lost. My salvation is always secure but the plan for my life then has to be re-routed to get back in line with God’s path. Today I am praying that I remember what that lady said to me. I am praying that even when I see a short cut in life….i will stick to the path I am confident He has laid for me. Why get lost in a maze when His way is right in front of you?
dwindling
Friday night I was at the Central High football game….Go Bronchos! We won 60 to 12! I was sitting in the stands and noticed that there were not very many people in attendance. This is usually the case at the end of the season if the team has not done exceptionally well. It made me sad. If the boys were undefeated, the stands would be packed.
On the way home I thought about how my spiritual life is a lot like the Broncho fans. When I first got saved I was so pumped! I was reading my bible ever day, I was praising every chance I got! This didn’t just happen when I got saved. When I hear an awesome sermon that truly convicts my heart and I fall to my knees at the alter….i feel renewed and ready to conquer the world. But then….I dwindle. Life becomes mundane….or life becomes difficult and the praising ceases. The bible reading is replaced by my favorite tv show….and I am back to a half-lived life for Christ.
Does anyone else ever feel like this? I wish I had the magic cure of how to stay passionate all the time. Today I woke up and challenged myself to remember just how awesome the God is serve is. I remembered that He gave His one and only Son for my life. I remember that His Son suffered on a cross for my sin and died asking His Father to forgive me. I remembered that on the third day God looked down at His Son and said arise My Love. And HE DID. He rose from the dead. He is alive today. I serve a RISEN and LIVING Savior. I am praying that each morning I remember how amazing that really is. I pray that I will stand in AWE of the resurrection every single moment. If that is not enough to live a life fully devoted to Christ….i don’t know what is….
On the way home I thought about how my spiritual life is a lot like the Broncho fans. When I first got saved I was so pumped! I was reading my bible ever day, I was praising every chance I got! This didn’t just happen when I got saved. When I hear an awesome sermon that truly convicts my heart and I fall to my knees at the alter….i feel renewed and ready to conquer the world. But then….I dwindle. Life becomes mundane….or life becomes difficult and the praising ceases. The bible reading is replaced by my favorite tv show….and I am back to a half-lived life for Christ.
Does anyone else ever feel like this? I wish I had the magic cure of how to stay passionate all the time. Today I woke up and challenged myself to remember just how awesome the God is serve is. I remembered that He gave His one and only Son for my life. I remember that His Son suffered on a cross for my sin and died asking His Father to forgive me. I remembered that on the third day God looked down at His Son and said arise My Love. And HE DID. He rose from the dead. He is alive today. I serve a RISEN and LIVING Savior. I am praying that each morning I remember how amazing that really is. I pray that I will stand in AWE of the resurrection every single moment. If that is not enough to live a life fully devoted to Christ….i don’t know what is….
the return
Every week at church someone prays for the men and women that are in the military who are deployed. I cry every time. I love this country so so much! This last Sunday we had the joy of welcoming home one of our deployed soldiers…he returned safely. HUGE praises! The pastor welcomed him and everyone stood up and cheered! It was awesome!!
Throughout this week I have been thinking about when Jesus comes home to get us. What a day of rejoicing that will be!! I think of how excited the girls get when john comes in from football practice and it has only been 12 hours since they saw him last. Can you imagine what it will be like when the King of Kings returns? The trumpet will sound, the clouds will part and there He will be on a white horse ready to claim His bride – every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord! There will be no room for doubting….He WILL BE. My prayer at this moment is that if you do not know Him as your personal Savior is that you run…don’t walk to the cross. Fall before Him and let Him forgive you. If you have a moments hesitation about who He really is….clear it up today. Don’t let another second go by because only the Father knows when His Son will return….will you be ready to welcome Him?
Throughout this week I have been thinking about when Jesus comes home to get us. What a day of rejoicing that will be!! I think of how excited the girls get when john comes in from football practice and it has only been 12 hours since they saw him last. Can you imagine what it will be like when the King of Kings returns? The trumpet will sound, the clouds will part and there He will be on a white horse ready to claim His bride – every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord! There will be no room for doubting….He WILL BE. My prayer at this moment is that if you do not know Him as your personal Savior is that you run…don’t walk to the cross. Fall before Him and let Him forgive you. If you have a moments hesitation about who He really is….clear it up today. Don’t let another second go by because only the Father knows when His Son will return….will you be ready to welcome Him?
its all yours
Saturday night I got to go to OKC and see sweet baby Conner. He is perfect by the way! I was in love in an instant! On the way to the city I was listening to a Steven Curtis Chapman CD. I kept replaying his song its all Yours. I love this song. I have really been struggling with some things lately and I needed to be reminded that it all belongs to Him.
When I got to Lola’s house and held sweet Conner I just cried. I realized that just as I had done with my daughters, Lola has to give Conner back to our Heavenly Father. We are called to give everything and everyone to our Creator. I just sat and held him and cried sweet tears as I prayed over his perfect little heart. On the drive home I played the song again and turned the volume way up. I cried and sang and prayed that I would live my life in complete surrender to Christ….giving everything good and bad to the cross.
Wherever your life is right now…at this very moment….it belongs to Him. If you got a promotion or found out you are having a baby, or you just got your first new home or your first love….ALL the joy and glory are His. If you got a bad report from the doctor….if you are battling ongoing illness and pain…if your marriage is hurting….if money never seems to go far enough….the pain, worry, frustration and fear all belong to your Savior. If you let it go, it will become His. And if you think for a moment that you can handle it on your own…you are very mistaken. If God could create the world in 6 days and send His only Son to die for you….don’t you think He can handle your life’s troubles - - -
When I got to Lola’s house and held sweet Conner I just cried. I realized that just as I had done with my daughters, Lola has to give Conner back to our Heavenly Father. We are called to give everything and everyone to our Creator. I just sat and held him and cried sweet tears as I prayed over his perfect little heart. On the drive home I played the song again and turned the volume way up. I cried and sang and prayed that I would live my life in complete surrender to Christ….giving everything good and bad to the cross.
Wherever your life is right now…at this very moment….it belongs to Him. If you got a promotion or found out you are having a baby, or you just got your first new home or your first love….ALL the joy and glory are His. If you got a bad report from the doctor….if you are battling ongoing illness and pain…if your marriage is hurting….if money never seems to go far enough….the pain, worry, frustration and fear all belong to your Savior. If you let it go, it will become His. And if you think for a moment that you can handle it on your own…you are very mistaken. If God could create the world in 6 days and send His only Son to die for you….don’t you think He can handle your life’s troubles - - -
between
Last night between work and choir practice, I went to Atlanta Bread to study using fancy WIFI as opposed to my dial up at home! Love fast internet! When it was time to go I gathered my things and headed for the door. There were so many tables between me and the exit. I had to walk around and in between….felt like an obstacle course.
When I got to choir and we began singing, I felt like there was a cap on my worship. I began to pray about why. God reminded me how I had things between me and the exit at the restaurant. He asked gently , “what is between you and I?” I knew there was something. I knew the exact moment it came between my Father and myself. But I still allowed it to happen. Then when I was ready to praise…nothing. I was still singing, but I knew my heart wasn’t right so the praise wasn’t either.
Is there anything between you and your Savior today? Do you feel like there is something hovering over your prayers…your worship…you life? Whatever it is doesn’t belong there…it isn’t worth it. Nothing is worth hindering your relationship with Christ. The gap between you and eternal life has been covered by a cross….surrender today. be forgiven today. What is standing in your way?
When I got to choir and we began singing, I felt like there was a cap on my worship. I began to pray about why. God reminded me how I had things between me and the exit at the restaurant. He asked gently , “what is between you and I?” I knew there was something. I knew the exact moment it came between my Father and myself. But I still allowed it to happen. Then when I was ready to praise…nothing. I was still singing, but I knew my heart wasn’t right so the praise wasn’t either.
Is there anything between you and your Savior today? Do you feel like there is something hovering over your prayers…your worship…you life? Whatever it is doesn’t belong there…it isn’t worth it. Nothing is worth hindering your relationship with Christ. The gap between you and eternal life has been covered by a cross….surrender today. be forgiven today. What is standing in your way?
give it all
Okay, I am a candy fanatic! Love candy! I have a super cute candy dish for Halloween up in my cube ( it is a big ceramic witches shoe!! Too cute) I try to keep it full. The other day I was getting so frustrated because the same people kept coming and taking all the candy. Umm..hello…one piece at a time. The more they took the angrier I got. I was going over all this in my mind and I finally stopped and listened to God’s still small voice…
Meagan…this is a picture of how my love works. Huh? Sometimes I have to ask a couple of times before I get the concept. The more I prayed and listened I realized that I do this to God a lot. I take and I take…some days giving nothing back in return. But He never stops giving. All He ask is that I praise and glorify Him in all I do. but when I don’t….His love does not stop. See, I have to give with no expectation. I have to love without expectation. When I offer candy…I have to offer it wholeheartedly….to everyone. No matter how much they take. If they want the entire bowl – I must be willing to give it all….or I am not really willing.
Today my goal is to be thankful that God gives His love and grace to be in such awesome abundance. My prayer is that I will give to others in the same manner…
Meagan…this is a picture of how my love works. Huh? Sometimes I have to ask a couple of times before I get the concept. The more I prayed and listened I realized that I do this to God a lot. I take and I take…some days giving nothing back in return. But He never stops giving. All He ask is that I praise and glorify Him in all I do. but when I don’t….His love does not stop. See, I have to give with no expectation. I have to love without expectation. When I offer candy…I have to offer it wholeheartedly….to everyone. No matter how much they take. If they want the entire bowl – I must be willing to give it all….or I am not really willing.
Today my goal is to be thankful that God gives His love and grace to be in such awesome abundance. My prayer is that I will give to others in the same manner…
the lights
So, Friday night I was driving to the football game at Alex. John kept calling to make sure I wasn’t lost….as if I actually get lost!? The last time he called he said, “just look for the lights.” I love small towns and football. It is true that if you are ever lost in a country place on a Friday night…look for the lights. Sure enough…you will be found.
Today I was thinking about those lights and wondering if my love for Christ shines as brightly as the football lights. Matthew 5:14 reads, "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden” I am called to be that city on a hill. When there is a lost soul around me…they should see His light in me. When a sister or brother in Christ is struggling, I am called to help them find their way out of the darkness. How brightly do you shine for Jesus? Is your love for Him overshadowed by the fear of others opinions? Are you living the shadowy life or are you that City on a Hill?
This weekend when you see those football lights….ask yourself…could I be the light to lead someone to Christ…and if so…am I constantly shining?
Today I was thinking about those lights and wondering if my love for Christ shines as brightly as the football lights. Matthew 5:14 reads, "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden” I am called to be that city on a hill. When there is a lost soul around me…they should see His light in me. When a sister or brother in Christ is struggling, I am called to help them find their way out of the darkness. How brightly do you shine for Jesus? Is your love for Him overshadowed by the fear of others opinions? Are you living the shadowy life or are you that City on a Hill?
This weekend when you see those football lights….ask yourself…could I be the light to lead someone to Christ…and if so…am I constantly shining?
fog
This morning was beautiful at my house! I walked out on my porch and just stood for a moment. Little crisp…and there was a fog laying across our pasture. It was like a painting.
As I drove into town, I noticed the fog clearing up. Just recently, the last month have not been living my life in reckless abandon to His throne. I have felt like there has been a covering on my worship. Have you ever felt like that? Like you are hindered by a heavy fog on your heart?
There is hope! Just as the fog lifted off the pastures this morning, the fog over I would say, the fog over my spiritual life has started to clear. Since about April, I have felt like I was living in a fog. I never stopped loving Jesus, but I you heart will lift also. When you are ready to see His face clearly…it will lift. When you run to Him offering nothing but sincere worship…the heaviness will lift. When the fog is finally gone…there He will be in all His amazing Glory - - sitting on His throne welcoming you into His awesome presence. Don’t let the fog take over your life… the clearing is not far ahead….
As I drove into town, I noticed the fog clearing up. Just recently, the last month have not been living my life in reckless abandon to His throne. I have felt like there has been a covering on my worship. Have you ever felt like that? Like you are hindered by a heavy fog on your heart?
There is hope! Just as the fog lifted off the pastures this morning, the fog over I would say, the fog over my spiritual life has started to clear. Since about April, I have felt like I was living in a fog. I never stopped loving Jesus, but I you heart will lift also. When you are ready to see His face clearly…it will lift. When you run to Him offering nothing but sincere worship…the heaviness will lift. When the fog is finally gone…there He will be in all His amazing Glory - - sitting on His throne welcoming you into His awesome presence. Don’t let the fog take over your life… the clearing is not far ahead….
do your part
Yesterday I had a client say something to me that truly astounded me. We were discussing the decrease in the food stamps on the case. This client said, “do you expect me to buy my own food?” Hmm…sometimes I think my clients have this thought but I have honestly never had one say it out loud. My only response was, “mmm hmmm.” Could not think of anything else to say.
I was working on this particular client’s case again today and really began praying about what they had said to me. Do I treat God like this? He gives me the tools I need and the light to show me the way and still I expect more from Him. I expect to just sit around and get every blessing He offers with nothing from my end. I am my client. Wow.
My whole heart cry today is that I will do more than my part. I want to go above and beyond for His glory. I know I will forever be undeserving of His grace. I will recognize He gives us the tools we have to do our part. I will not be expectant of more when I am completely and utterly blessed to call Heaven my Home. Jesus did His part…it is time that I do mine.
I was working on this particular client’s case again today and really began praying about what they had said to me. Do I treat God like this? He gives me the tools I need and the light to show me the way and still I expect more from Him. I expect to just sit around and get every blessing He offers with nothing from my end. I am my client. Wow.
My whole heart cry today is that I will do more than my part. I want to go above and beyond for His glory. I know I will forever be undeserving of His grace. I will recognize He gives us the tools we have to do our part. I will not be expectant of more when I am completely and utterly blessed to call Heaven my Home. Jesus did His part…it is time that I do mine.
whose plays are you running
This season has brought new weather and lessons for my little family. We are all adjusting to life as a coach’s family. I love it!! Absolutely could not do life as well as we do without John’s parents – they are our greatest help. I am learning to adjust to late nights and odd times. I like when john gets home and tells me about practice. He was telling a particular story last night and I began to think about the boys on our team.
During summer practice, they were pumped up! Came out the first game – did exactly what they had been taught and won! Second game they were a little overly confident, got beat. Third game…run ruled. As I thought this through, it occurred to me that my spiritual life is a lot like this season of football. When I first became a Christian I was on fire, pumped up! I was winning battles left and right! I was unstoppable. Then I got a little big for my britches. I started to forget what I had been taught…started to run plays on my own. Got beat a few times and eventually pummeled by satan’s attacks.
The funny part to me is that when the boys do exactly as the coaches have taught…victory. When I do exactly as God has taught me…victory. Why we choose so many times to go outside of our teaching I will never know. Are you running plays you have been taught? Or are you running plays you have made up?
Love you all!! I haven’t said it in a while, but thanks for reading and sharing these with others! I pray each time I send one that God is reaching the hearts of the lost and the found…
During summer practice, they were pumped up! Came out the first game – did exactly what they had been taught and won! Second game they were a little overly confident, got beat. Third game…run ruled. As I thought this through, it occurred to me that my spiritual life is a lot like this season of football. When I first became a Christian I was on fire, pumped up! I was winning battles left and right! I was unstoppable. Then I got a little big for my britches. I started to forget what I had been taught…started to run plays on my own. Got beat a few times and eventually pummeled by satan’s attacks.
The funny part to me is that when the boys do exactly as the coaches have taught…victory. When I do exactly as God has taught me…victory. Why we choose so many times to go outside of our teaching I will never know. Are you running plays you have been taught? Or are you running plays you have made up?
Love you all!! I haven’t said it in a while, but thanks for reading and sharing these with others! I pray each time I send one that God is reaching the hearts of the lost and the found…
walking with my dad
Friday night I went to the football game to cheer on the Bronchos! I was watching the football team run out on to the field before the game started. Something caught my eye. It was a young man walking next to his dad. I love this kid - - and I love watching him with his father. There is something about the way he carries himself when he is with his dad. He is confident…brave…unshakable.
Then I noticed a sweet little boy playing all by himself. He was actually setting up hurdles…for what reason I have no idea - -mind you he was only about 3. He was okay, but he was completely vulnerable…exposed…all alone.
I began to think about the way I look when I am truly walking with my Father. Do I look like the young man or the little boy? I would love to say that my walk of faith looks like the young man. Completely covered in my Father’s love and guidance…confident in whose I am and where I am going…unwavering in devotion. But more often that not, I look like the little boy. Playing all alone just trying to figure life out. I am exposed and completely vulnerable to satan’s attacks.
My heart cry is that I will take on the role of the young man. I want to be under the umbrella of my Father’s Sovereignty without fail. Today, if you are playing alone, setting up hurdles for no reason, look to your Father. He is waiting to give you perfect direction…walk with Him, won’t you?
Then I noticed a sweet little boy playing all by himself. He was actually setting up hurdles…for what reason I have no idea - -mind you he was only about 3. He was okay, but he was completely vulnerable…exposed…all alone.
I began to think about the way I look when I am truly walking with my Father. Do I look like the young man or the little boy? I would love to say that my walk of faith looks like the young man. Completely covered in my Father’s love and guidance…confident in whose I am and where I am going…unwavering in devotion. But more often that not, I look like the little boy. Playing all alone just trying to figure life out. I am exposed and completely vulnerable to satan’s attacks.
My heart cry is that I will take on the role of the young man. I want to be under the umbrella of my Father’s Sovereignty without fail. Today, if you are playing alone, setting up hurdles for no reason, look to your Father. He is waiting to give you perfect direction…walk with Him, won’t you?
there is a way out
Okay, ready for this one?
Last night Lily Beth and I got to go to Disney on Ice at the state fair! We were both so excited!! We got there and parked about 4 miles away from the arena! Still excited...I turned off the car got our things from the front seat and got out. I walked over to get Lil but her door was locked. Hmm…that’s odd. No big deal. Reached in my pocket to get my keys – NO KEYS. Still calm, I walked over to my door with the hope it was still unlocked. No luck. Okay…we are okay. Not going to panic. I am a resourceful girl…I can handle this. Walked over and told lily to sit tight for a second. I then proceeded to search the back of every truck around us. No exaggeration I looked in at least 15 truck beds. 15 of the cleanest truck beds in the state of Oklahoma. Now I was at the fair, surrounded by red neck trucks…that were spotless. No tools…no baseball bats…not even a coke can. Wow. so I thought, I will use my shoe. Looked down, have on tennis shoes. Really? The one time I leave my house not wearing stilettos. Still calm. Until I looked at Lil, who was now sobbing uncontrollably. Panic hits. Call John and am stunned that he can’t zap my car open from Central High…kind of thought he was magic. Finally see a guy on a golf cart. Wave him down and ask him if he has a bat. No bat. But he called the on site tow truck. Great. Sort of. 15 minutes later the truck gets to us. The guy gets out and starts the process. Lily still screaming. He is working slowly…I am trying to be patient. He took a small break at which point I wrapped a sweatshirt around my hand and started pounding on the front window. Turns out…car glass does not break easily…just hurts your hand. His cell phone rings…HE ANSWERS IT. WHAT?? He begins a conversation to his buddy telling him, “I am trying to get a baby out of a locked car…sure I can give you directions….blah blah blah…” mind you all this time I am crying, sweating, trying to sing to lily…looking like a psycho talking to a tinted window. I lost it. I walked around the car and said a few choice explitives to the man and asked for his crow bar thing so I could break the window. I am positive I scared the doodle out of him. He got off the phone. Took him about 5 more minutes and she was out! She was sweating and blotchy from crying so hard…I looked the same. We hugged and hugged and then she asked me why I yelled at that man! Whew, she was seemingly unscared…can’t say the same for the tow truck guy….
Learned a lot from last night. I thought it over on the way home. Cried again. I know she was safe, but she was scared. For those of you who know Lily, you know she is tender hearted…very dainty…and not at all what one would call brave. It broke my heart that I could not get to her.
How many of you have been there? How many of you are there now? Watching someone you love struggle and you can do nothing. How many of you are the Lily in the situation. Desperate for help…but thinking that no one coming for you? Allow me, if you will to lend some comfort. For all of you trying to convince someone that you ARE there…look at Jesus. He is doing the same for you. For those of you stuck in a locked car…you are not alone. You have a Savior on His way to get you out. Hold steady. Take a deep breath. You have intercessors praying you through it. Though it may seem you are alone in your fight…remember if you can’t see Him, He may just be grabbing a big bat to bust you out. He is there…you will be free…there will come a moment when the locks are opened and you can run to the arms of you Father. You can hug Him and cry together. He will hold you all the way home!!
Love you all!! and thanks for not judging me too harshly on yelling at the tow guy…I did pray about that one!!
Last night Lily Beth and I got to go to Disney on Ice at the state fair! We were both so excited!! We got there and parked about 4 miles away from the arena! Still excited...I turned off the car got our things from the front seat and got out. I walked over to get Lil but her door was locked. Hmm…that’s odd. No big deal. Reached in my pocket to get my keys – NO KEYS. Still calm, I walked over to my door with the hope it was still unlocked. No luck. Okay…we are okay. Not going to panic. I am a resourceful girl…I can handle this. Walked over and told lily to sit tight for a second. I then proceeded to search the back of every truck around us. No exaggeration I looked in at least 15 truck beds. 15 of the cleanest truck beds in the state of Oklahoma. Now I was at the fair, surrounded by red neck trucks…that were spotless. No tools…no baseball bats…not even a coke can. Wow. so I thought, I will use my shoe. Looked down, have on tennis shoes. Really? The one time I leave my house not wearing stilettos. Still calm. Until I looked at Lil, who was now sobbing uncontrollably. Panic hits. Call John and am stunned that he can’t zap my car open from Central High…kind of thought he was magic. Finally see a guy on a golf cart. Wave him down and ask him if he has a bat. No bat. But he called the on site tow truck. Great. Sort of. 15 minutes later the truck gets to us. The guy gets out and starts the process. Lily still screaming. He is working slowly…I am trying to be patient. He took a small break at which point I wrapped a sweatshirt around my hand and started pounding on the front window. Turns out…car glass does not break easily…just hurts your hand. His cell phone rings…HE ANSWERS IT. WHAT?? He begins a conversation to his buddy telling him, “I am trying to get a baby out of a locked car…sure I can give you directions….blah blah blah…” mind you all this time I am crying, sweating, trying to sing to lily…looking like a psycho talking to a tinted window. I lost it. I walked around the car and said a few choice explitives to the man and asked for his crow bar thing so I could break the window. I am positive I scared the doodle out of him. He got off the phone. Took him about 5 more minutes and she was out! She was sweating and blotchy from crying so hard…I looked the same. We hugged and hugged and then she asked me why I yelled at that man! Whew, she was seemingly unscared…can’t say the same for the tow truck guy….
Learned a lot from last night. I thought it over on the way home. Cried again. I know she was safe, but she was scared. For those of you who know Lily, you know she is tender hearted…very dainty…and not at all what one would call brave. It broke my heart that I could not get to her.
How many of you have been there? How many of you are there now? Watching someone you love struggle and you can do nothing. How many of you are the Lily in the situation. Desperate for help…but thinking that no one coming for you? Allow me, if you will to lend some comfort. For all of you trying to convince someone that you ARE there…look at Jesus. He is doing the same for you. For those of you stuck in a locked car…you are not alone. You have a Savior on His way to get you out. Hold steady. Take a deep breath. You have intercessors praying you through it. Though it may seem you are alone in your fight…remember if you can’t see Him, He may just be grabbing a big bat to bust you out. He is there…you will be free…there will come a moment when the locks are opened and you can run to the arms of you Father. You can hug Him and cry together. He will hold you all the way home!!
Love you all!! and thanks for not judging me too harshly on yelling at the tow guy…I did pray about that one!!
no hesitation
This morning Lily hopped up at 5:45! John and I were getting ready in our room. Lily was in the kitchen and said, “daddy I need to hold you.” He was right in the middle of getting his bag ready for school, but he did not hesitate…he dropped his stuff and went right to her to pick her up. This is not an unusual thing for John. If one of our girls wants his attention, he goes. He never asks them to wait. I am bad about saying, “give momma one second to finish this…” Not John. His daughters know that when they call on him, he is there…no question.
I love this about my husband. Love. he is amazing in just about every way a person can be, but to watch him be a dad is just incredible. He shows our girls such a beautiful picture of God’s love for them. It is just beautiful.
Two things came to mind this morning as I watched them play. The first was praising my Father because He comes to me the very moment I call on Him. If I am in need…He is there. I sometimes forget that about Him.
The second was – am I as quick to answer Him when He calls on me? Nope. I can answer that without a second thought. I am quick to say, “of course Lord, I will do that….when I get ready….when I have time….when I am done with….” I shudder to think of all the missed opportunities to share the love of Christ because I am too busy.
Today my prayer is one of praise and conviction. I am eternally thankful that God is so ever present. And I pray that I become more willing to be a without hesitation Christian.
Love you all so much
I love this about my husband. Love. he is amazing in just about every way a person can be, but to watch him be a dad is just incredible. He shows our girls such a beautiful picture of God’s love for them. It is just beautiful.
Two things came to mind this morning as I watched them play. The first was praising my Father because He comes to me the very moment I call on Him. If I am in need…He is there. I sometimes forget that about Him.
The second was – am I as quick to answer Him when He calls on me? Nope. I can answer that without a second thought. I am quick to say, “of course Lord, I will do that….when I get ready….when I have time….when I am done with….” I shudder to think of all the missed opportunities to share the love of Christ because I am too busy.
Today my prayer is one of praise and conviction. I am eternally thankful that God is so ever present. And I pray that I become more willing to be a without hesitation Christian.
Love you all so much
daddy God
The other night, we were all (john, lily, Claire and myself) playing in the girls’ room. Lily really wanted to move the stroller, but was having trouble. John tried to help, but she really wanted to do it herself. John said, “if you will let daddy, I will help you.” Hmmm….
This statement was said to my daughter, but I know God was saying, “ Meagan Beth, if you will let me, I will help you.” IF will let Him. This is a hard thing for me. I am a huge control freak. I will hold on to the very last second before I really let God in. But He is there waiting. Crying out to me to let Him take over. It is also hard for me to call on Him as Father. I was raised by a single mother and was not close to my dad until I was about 23. So, to call Him Abba Father, my daddy God, requires complete surrender on my part. If you are like me I pray this for your heart and mine.
Abba Father, my daddy God… you are big enough. You want the very best for my life and I ask right now that you help me let go of all the control I am holding on to. I ache for you to be Sovereign in my life. You are the controller of all Heaven and Earth -- - help me trust you to be the controller of my life. amen
This statement was said to my daughter, but I know God was saying, “ Meagan Beth, if you will let me, I will help you.” IF will let Him. This is a hard thing for me. I am a huge control freak. I will hold on to the very last second before I really let God in. But He is there waiting. Crying out to me to let Him take over. It is also hard for me to call on Him as Father. I was raised by a single mother and was not close to my dad until I was about 23. So, to call Him Abba Father, my daddy God, requires complete surrender on my part. If you are like me I pray this for your heart and mine.
Abba Father, my daddy God… you are big enough. You want the very best for my life and I ask right now that you help me let go of all the control I am holding on to. I ache for you to be Sovereign in my life. You are the controller of all Heaven and Earth -- - help me trust you to be the controller of my life. amen
no momma...HERE
Last night after I got Claire bear to bed, I was running around the house picking up and getting things ready for today. Lily ran up to me and said, “momma the moon woke up…did you see it?” I walked to the door and looked out. It was in deed a beautiful moon. I told lily this, but she was not satisfied. She said, “no mamma…here.” She took my hand and walked me outside. We walked over to our big rock and she instructed me to stand on it. Then she said, “See that moon momma.” She wanted me to really stop and look at the moon. She took me to the best viewing place she knew and shared her sweet sight with me.
When was the last time you really stopped? We are all so busy…too busy to stop and enjoy His majestic blessings. I mean, did you see the moon last night?! It was breathtaking. He used Lily to make me stop and see how blessed I am. In the few minutes that we stood looking at that spectacular sight, I even let the pain in my headache fade away. For a moment I was still in the presence of His grace. If you haven’t stopped today, I would encourage you to do so. If you don’t think you have time, you are in greater need of a moment than you may realize…
When was the last time you really stopped? We are all so busy…too busy to stop and enjoy His majestic blessings. I mean, did you see the moon last night?! It was breathtaking. He used Lily to make me stop and see how blessed I am. In the few minutes that we stood looking at that spectacular sight, I even let the pain in my headache fade away. For a moment I was still in the presence of His grace. If you haven’t stopped today, I would encourage you to do so. If you don’t think you have time, you are in greater need of a moment than you may realize…
well...i really
This morning I was getting the girls ready for school. This is my favorite thing to do! Usually on Sundays, I iron a weeks worth of outfits for everyone. Then I let Lily pick her outfit out of the five as the day comes. This morning she was looking at her two remaining outfits and she said, “I want my Minnie Mouse shirt”. I said, “well, Minnie is in the dirty clothes so you can choose from these two that are already ironed and ready to go.” Granted, she has no idea what ironed means! But in watching her, I saw a picture of myself.
I ask God for blessings…He gives them. Then I say, “well, I really wanted ______” you fill in the blank. Sure Lord, you have provided me with this nice house and cars but why can’t I have the bigger house and the better car? I like my furniture, but I would really like new. His blessings are abundant in my life, but always want more…or different. Just like Lily didn’t see that I had carefully chosen her clothes for the week, made sure they were clean and ironed and laid them out for her – I don’t always see how perfectly designed my life is according to His riches in Christ Jesus. Today my prayer is that I will not only see the blessings, but that I will be content with them and praise Him for all I have. For all I have is much more than I deserve
I ask God for blessings…He gives them. Then I say, “well, I really wanted ______” you fill in the blank. Sure Lord, you have provided me with this nice house and cars but why can’t I have the bigger house and the better car? I like my furniture, but I would really like new. His blessings are abundant in my life, but always want more…or different. Just like Lily didn’t see that I had carefully chosen her clothes for the week, made sure they were clean and ironed and laid them out for her – I don’t always see how perfectly designed my life is according to His riches in Christ Jesus. Today my prayer is that I will not only see the blessings, but that I will be content with them and praise Him for all I have. For all I have is much more than I deserve
big arms
Last night John and I fell asleep on the couch. He had his arm around me. When I woke up and realized that we had fallen asleep, I started to get up. As I did, his arm tightened around me. I love that…
This morning as I was praying about some things in my life, God showed me that John’s arm around me was just one example of how closely He is holding on to me. God has His huge arms around us all the time. My faith has been shaky lately - but every time I try to move away, God’s arm tightens. He is not about to let me go. And He is not about to let you go either. Forget the old saying, “keep holding on…” you don’t have to. He’s got you. He’s got you wrapped up in His huge love and He is not letting go. Rest in that today.
Love you all so much
This morning as I was praying about some things in my life, God showed me that John’s arm around me was just one example of how closely He is holding on to me. God has His huge arms around us all the time. My faith has been shaky lately - but every time I try to move away, God’s arm tightens. He is not about to let me go. And He is not about to let you go either. Forget the old saying, “keep holding on…” you don’t have to. He’s got you. He’s got you wrapped up in His huge love and He is not letting go. Rest in that today.
Love you all so much
the wrong medicine
So, today will mark day 7 of my new friend…the tension headache. It is unreal. I have never had to deal with headaches much so this is new territory for me. Last Thursday, the doctor called in a prescription for Imitrex, because we thought I was having a migraine. Turns out, if you take migraine medicine for a headache that is not a migraine it doesn’t help. In fact, it made it worse.
This weekend I thought about all the medicine I have tried to use to make this headache go away. In thinking about that, my thoughts turned to all that I try to do to fix things in my life and my heart. I have a system of “fixes” for about everything I go through. I work and work to make the hurt, fear or frustration go away. I search in every area I can to make it all go away. And you know what…nothing works and a lot of times I make it worse. Because I am taking the wrong meds. Why do I try to fulfill my life through worldly things when the Truth is right in front of my eyes waiting for me to grab on.
Ask yourself – what am I trying to fix my life with? If it is anything other than the Saving Grace of Jesus…you are taking the wrong stuff…
Love you all so much
This weekend I thought about all the medicine I have tried to use to make this headache go away. In thinking about that, my thoughts turned to all that I try to do to fix things in my life and my heart. I have a system of “fixes” for about everything I go through. I work and work to make the hurt, fear or frustration go away. I search in every area I can to make it all go away. And you know what…nothing works and a lot of times I make it worse. Because I am taking the wrong meds. Why do I try to fulfill my life through worldly things when the Truth is right in front of my eyes waiting for me to grab on.
Ask yourself – what am I trying to fix my life with? If it is anything other than the Saving Grace of Jesus…you are taking the wrong stuff…
Love you all so much
let the love in
So, here I am working away listening to my ipod shuffle – Keelee put all new music on it so it is like a surprise every song! Love that! Well, I just heard a Rascal Flatts song and one of the lines said - - hold on as tight as they’ll let you - - I played the song over about three times. Something about that line really made me think about how God loves me. He loves me unconditionally without hesitation or reservation. He gave His one and only Son for me. But His love for me only penetrates as far as I allow it to. Being the gentleman that He is, He will not push His way into my life. We tend to compare our human love with God’s love for us. We get hurt by people and we put up walls. When we do that, we inadvertently put up walls that block out God’s love also. We “protect” ourselves from hurt, but really all we are doing is shielding ourselves from all the love there is to be received. And when we block love, we have less love to give. Today, look at your heart. Are you letting God love you and hold you as tight as He can?
stuck
Last night Lily was playing and she decided that she could fit between the couch and the table. Well, she almost fit – but of course she got stuck. She just looked at me at first like - - stink. I did this now I have to ask for help out - - She attempted to wiggle out on her own to no avail. Then she decided to play right there for a while! So silly! She got comfy (mind you she was not hurt!) playing there so she just stayed put. It took her a while, but when she did ask for help and I was right there to get her out.
The last few weeks I have been in a pit. It is a pit I got myself into and a pit that I have been all too comfortable living in. Anyone been there? It took me more than a little while to decide I needed help out. More than that, I decided that I needed help wanting out. I had become so comfortable in my darkness that I didn’t have a desire to leave. I asked a couple of prayer warriors in my life to intercede for me. The first day, I couldn’t feel the prayers…because I chose not to. When I finally decided to let down my walls and let the prayer in, the pit became less comfortable. I began to ache to be free. And by yesterday I was able to call on the Lord myself. I called to Him and He was there. He showed me the most beautiful picture as He lifted me out of my darkness. There along the way…my friends…my intercessors cheering me on. God heard their prayers on my behalf and used them to give me the desire to be free.
Where are you today? Are you too comfortable in a pit of your own? You don’t have to be transparent with me, but I urge you to be transparent with someone. Don’t let the cool darkness of your pit become your new home. If you don’t have the desire to pray your way out, ask someone to pray that you get the desire to be free. As comfortable as you may be in your pit…it is time to be free.
Isaiah 49:9I will say to the captives, 'Come out,' and to those in darkness, 'Be free!' "They will feed beside the roads and find pasture on every barren hill
The last few weeks I have been in a pit. It is a pit I got myself into and a pit that I have been all too comfortable living in. Anyone been there? It took me more than a little while to decide I needed help out. More than that, I decided that I needed help wanting out. I had become so comfortable in my darkness that I didn’t have a desire to leave. I asked a couple of prayer warriors in my life to intercede for me. The first day, I couldn’t feel the prayers…because I chose not to. When I finally decided to let down my walls and let the prayer in, the pit became less comfortable. I began to ache to be free. And by yesterday I was able to call on the Lord myself. I called to Him and He was there. He showed me the most beautiful picture as He lifted me out of my darkness. There along the way…my friends…my intercessors cheering me on. God heard their prayers on my behalf and used them to give me the desire to be free.
Where are you today? Are you too comfortable in a pit of your own? You don’t have to be transparent with me, but I urge you to be transparent with someone. Don’t let the cool darkness of your pit become your new home. If you don’t have the desire to pray your way out, ask someone to pray that you get the desire to be free. As comfortable as you may be in your pit…it is time to be free.
Isaiah 49:9I will say to the captives, 'Come out,' and to those in darkness, 'Be free!' "They will feed beside the roads and find pasture on every barren hill
to teach
It is that time of year once again…time for a new school year! The time to get excited about newly sharpened pencils, new boxes of crayons and the oh so cool back pack! I was at Wal-Mart yesterday and overheard an interesting conversation between a young boy and his mother. He was giving her the list of reason that it would be best to buy the lunchables with the drinks already in them. His list was impressive, but my favorite reason was the last. “Mom, it would make it much easier on you. You could just grab one of these and not have to worry about packing everything separately” Wow!
Today I would just like to say happy back to school to all the teachers in my life. Today whether you are greeting that sweet 4-year old on her first day of big girl school, or greeting the senior starting their last first day of high school – know that you are treasured. When you see that sweet 6th grader sweating because that locker combination they have practiced a million times, just won’t work - - know you are invaluable to our schools. When you welcome the new kid in school and make him a little les nervous - - know you have answered his momma’s prayer. When you have gone over all the new rules until you are blue in the face - - know you are instilling respectful behavior in all the children that hear you. And when you go to lunch with all the other teachers and you are sharing your story of the day - - know that you are covered in prayer, by someone every moment of your day. Thank you teachers - - you are MORE than you realize.
Today I would just like to say happy back to school to all the teachers in my life. Today whether you are greeting that sweet 4-year old on her first day of big girl school, or greeting the senior starting their last first day of high school – know that you are treasured. When you see that sweet 6th grader sweating because that locker combination they have practiced a million times, just won’t work - - know you are invaluable to our schools. When you welcome the new kid in school and make him a little les nervous - - know you have answered his momma’s prayer. When you have gone over all the new rules until you are blue in the face - - know you are instilling respectful behavior in all the children that hear you. And when you go to lunch with all the other teachers and you are sharing your story of the day - - know that you are covered in prayer, by someone every moment of your day. Thank you teachers - - you are MORE than you realize.
the co-pilot
This weekend, Lily and I were driving. She was up front with me. *for all of you who are yelling at me right now - - no worries. She was in a car seat…air bag on her side turned off…and we went about 1.5 miles* She is the best co-pilot! She was so excited to be up front! She was giggling and singing – so much fun! Later in the day, we were going as a family into town. I was in the passenger seat up front and John was driving. Needless to say, I am not the best co-pilot. I always have suggestions on how to help john drive! I am just sure that he needs my help getting us safely to Wal-Mart.
I really thought about the difference in Lily and me in the co-pilot position. She is the perfect example of how we are to live our lives when we are Christ focused. She did not try to help me in any way. She knew I was in control and would get her safely to our destination. She just did her part and enjoyed the ride. Me on the other hand…well… I would like to give a shout out to all the other control freaks out there! But you know what - - God is in control. He doesn’t need my advice, opinion or controlling mind set. He’s got me. He will get me where I need to go. All He asks is that I get out of His way so He can.
Today, if you are having trouble being in control of your life, remember that is not your job. He is the controller. He is your anchor. Get out of His way and let Him be the Sovereign Lord of your life.
I really thought about the difference in Lily and me in the co-pilot position. She is the perfect example of how we are to live our lives when we are Christ focused. She did not try to help me in any way. She knew I was in control and would get her safely to our destination. She just did her part and enjoyed the ride. Me on the other hand…well… I would like to give a shout out to all the other control freaks out there! But you know what - - God is in control. He doesn’t need my advice, opinion or controlling mind set. He’s got me. He will get me where I need to go. All He asks is that I get out of His way so He can.
Today, if you are having trouble being in control of your life, remember that is not your job. He is the controller. He is your anchor. Get out of His way and let Him be the Sovereign Lord of your life.
don't see me
Yesterday Lily was playing in her room. She had been quiet for quite a long time (not usually a good sign!). I walked back to her room and when she saw me she backed into the corner and said, “don’t see me momma. Don’t see me.” Uh-oh. We have been working on potty training and she is doing so well! She hasn’t had many accidents at all. Yesterday she did. She was sitting in a mess and did not want me to see it. I walked over and picked her up…mess and all. She was crying. We talked about how accidents happen and we got her all cleaned up.
As parents in these situations, we have to see the child behind the mess. Lily was afraid I would be mad. She was ashamed of the mess. How many of us live our lives as children in potty training? I do all the time. I find myself in a mess…ashamed and wanting to hide from My Father. When He sees me He bids me to come out. He picks me up without hesitation. He does not fear the mess. He is not ashamed of me. He loves me through the mess and the clean up process. Today if you are telling God to “not see you” it’s time to stop. Come out of your corner. All Your Father sees is the child behind the mess and he is waiting to help you clean up and start over…
You are loved.
As parents in these situations, we have to see the child behind the mess. Lily was afraid I would be mad. She was ashamed of the mess. How many of us live our lives as children in potty training? I do all the time. I find myself in a mess…ashamed and wanting to hide from My Father. When He sees me He bids me to come out. He picks me up without hesitation. He does not fear the mess. He is not ashamed of me. He loves me through the mess and the clean up process. Today if you are telling God to “not see you” it’s time to stop. Come out of your corner. All Your Father sees is the child behind the mess and he is waiting to help you clean up and start over…
You are loved.
don't want to be here
Today I have heard more that one person say, “I just don’t want to be here.” I feel like that more often that I would like to admit. But not just about work. Do you ever feel like you are in a place in life that you just don’t want to be in? Sometimes, God takes us to places that are not easy…places that we don’t want to be in. A verse that came to mind when I heard that person talking this morning was Jeremiah 29:11. I love the way the Message reads.
I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. 12"When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. "When you come looking for me, you'll find me. "Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed."
Today if you are in a place you really don’t want to be in…cling to the hope of Christ. His plan is perfect. Rest in that this wonderful Friday!
I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. 12"When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. "When you come looking for me, you'll find me. "Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed."
Today if you are in a place you really don’t want to be in…cling to the hope of Christ. His plan is perfect. Rest in that this wonderful Friday!
here i am
Last night I was getting Claire ready for bed. I was fighting to get her pj’s on…she does not love getting dressed! She was crying and Lily said, “here I am…” Claire continued to cry. So, Lily came over and rested her face against Claire’s. She said, “Here I am Claire Berry…it’s okay.” Claire stopped crying and was happy just laying there with Lily. It was so sweet.
Do you find yourself in this position sometimes? You are crying and you can hear the Lord’s voice, but it seems to far away to stop your hurt. Today, if you are crying out - - cry no longer. He is willing to sit with you face to face until your fears are gone. Picture Him now walking to you saying, “Here I am sweet one, here I am…”
Do you find yourself in this position sometimes? You are crying and you can hear the Lord’s voice, but it seems to far away to stop your hurt. Today, if you are crying out - - cry no longer. He is willing to sit with you face to face until your fears are gone. Picture Him now walking to you saying, “Here I am sweet one, here I am…”
steady
Earlier today I was watching it rain. It was beautiful. A perfect steady rain.
Today was a perfect day for it to rain in my life. I was in desperate need of a reminder of how steady and constant God’s love and provision are in my life. He is steady and unwavering – providing our exact needs at the perfect time. I needed to see the sweet rain that He created fall from the gray sky. If it looks gloomy to you, I ask you to look a little more closely. He is in the rain. Step into the quietness of the steady rain and let His voice resound in your heart…it’s a sound you don’t want to miss.
Today was a perfect day for it to rain in my life. I was in desperate need of a reminder of how steady and constant God’s love and provision are in my life. He is steady and unwavering – providing our exact needs at the perfect time. I needed to see the sweet rain that He created fall from the gray sky. If it looks gloomy to you, I ask you to look a little more closely. He is in the rain. Step into the quietness of the steady rain and let His voice resound in your heart…it’s a sound you don’t want to miss.
strighten up
I have had a couple of rough days this week. Life and all it holds has smacked me upside the head lately. Yesterday as I was walking into McCoys to get keys made, I noticed myself in the glass door. I had to look twice because it didn’t look like me. My shoulders were slumped over and I looked as I felt in my heart…like I was carrying the weight of the world all by myself. I looked burdened…
Matthew 11:28 says, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest”. God spoke those words to my heart yesterday as I looked in that glass door. He reminded me that His Son took the walk to Calvary so I would never have to carry such heavy burdens.
Today if you walk is more slumped over than normal be willing to let go of all you carry. Listen and obey as He says, Straighten up sweet child. The burden is now mine.
Matthew 11:28 says, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest”. God spoke those words to my heart yesterday as I looked in that glass door. He reminded me that His Son took the walk to Calvary so I would never have to carry such heavy burdens.
Today if you walk is more slumped over than normal be willing to let go of all you carry. Listen and obey as He says, Straighten up sweet child. The burden is now mine.
whats to come
Was anyone else praising in a big way this morning for this glorious cool front!? It is just beautiful outside. On the way to work I was singing and thanking God for the awesome weather. It was just cool enough to give me a taste of what is to come in the fall. I know we are quite a ways out from consistently cool weather, but what a great reminder of what is in store for us.
In Habakkuk we are reminded that “God will do a work in our day which we would not believe even if it were told to us.” It also reads, “hold fast. The vision is for an appointed time. it will surely come. It will not delay” Which tells me that God’s plan and timing are perfect. Wherever you are on your journey…if you are in the hottest summer you have ever known…remember that God has great things planned for you. Hold steady and breathe in the coolness that is our Savior - - fall is on the way.
In Habakkuk we are reminded that “God will do a work in our day which we would not believe even if it were told to us.” It also reads, “hold fast. The vision is for an appointed time. it will surely come. It will not delay” Which tells me that God’s plan and timing are perfect. Wherever you are on your journey…if you are in the hottest summer you have ever known…remember that God has great things planned for you. Hold steady and breathe in the coolness that is our Savior - - fall is on the way.
what do i have
At lunch, I called to make a change to my cell phone account. I was talking to the nicest most patient At&t rep. She was asking me tons of questions and I was all kinds of confused! She said, “do you know what you have?” referring to my services. I said, “nope. I would love for you to tell me!” it was really funny! We got it all straightened out and now I know exactly what I have through At&t…whew.
I was thinking about my conversation and the question she asked me. I pay my bill on time every month, but I did not know exactly what I had, which got me to thinking about my Jesus. Do you know what you have as a Christian? Do you know that your place in eternity is secure? Do you know that Jesus came and died for your sins? Do you know that you have a Heavenly Father who loves you beyond all you can imagine? In John 4 we are reminded that He has gone to prepare a place for us so that we may be with Him in eternity. Do you know that the Savior of the world, the Creator of all the Heavens, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords is even at this moment preparing a place for you?
Do you know what you have in Christ?
I was thinking about my conversation and the question she asked me. I pay my bill on time every month, but I did not know exactly what I had, which got me to thinking about my Jesus. Do you know what you have as a Christian? Do you know that your place in eternity is secure? Do you know that Jesus came and died for your sins? Do you know that you have a Heavenly Father who loves you beyond all you can imagine? In John 4 we are reminded that He has gone to prepare a place for us so that we may be with Him in eternity. Do you know that the Savior of the world, the Creator of all the Heavens, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords is even at this moment preparing a place for you?
Do you know what you have in Christ?
treadmill stalker
So, I go to the gym as much as I can. I won’t say I go every day, because that just doesn’t happen! But I am there about four days a week. Anyway, I have treadmill stalkers. A treadmill stalker is a person who comes into the room with 20 open treadmills and chooses to run on the one right next to the one you are on. arg. Really annoying and very improper gym etiquette. So, lately I have been calling out these women. Twice now, I have said, “may I ask why you chose the treadmill right next to mine when there are so many open ones available.” I have gotten the same response from two different women. “I like to challenge myself by running next to someone.” I laugh at this response because I am NOT a fast runner by any means, so there is really no challenge…you are going to win if you run next to me!
Yesterday I began to think about who challenges me in my life. Spiritually, physically, emotionally. I love to be in the company of people who better my life. People who challenge me to live by God’s Word….who don’t allow me to stay in my pits….who truly want God’s best for my life. I am abundantly blessed to have friends that challenge my heart to seek after His will and accept nothing less than His best for my life. As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another – Proverbs 27:17. Today, be thankful for those people in your life who love you right where you are…and for those that refuse to leave you there and will carry your burdens straight to Jesus.
Yesterday I began to think about who challenges me in my life. Spiritually, physically, emotionally. I love to be in the company of people who better my life. People who challenge me to live by God’s Word….who don’t allow me to stay in my pits….who truly want God’s best for my life. I am abundantly blessed to have friends that challenge my heart to seek after His will and accept nothing less than His best for my life. As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another – Proverbs 27:17. Today, be thankful for those people in your life who love you right where you are…and for those that refuse to leave you there and will carry your burdens straight to Jesus.
mini van and the rope
Last night on the way home I was stopped at a stop light. There was a mini van next to me. The light turned green and off we went. The mini van pulled slightly ahead of me…just enough for me to see the rope. There was a rope wrapped all the way around the little van. I looked more closely. The van had obviously been in a collision of some kind and the door was pretty smashed in. You know what? The rope was holding the door on! The reasons for tying the door on with a bright yellow rope are none of my business, but it sure made interesting thoughts on my way home!
Do you ever feel like that little van? Do you feel like your life is tied together with a very small rope? Sometimes I feel like everything in my life is unraveling…like it is all about to just fall apart. And a lot of times when I have this feeling, I grab a rope and tie things on. Why do we do this? Why do we try and fix everything on our own? If I would let go of my need for control and take my life to my Savior, He would put it all back together. And He wouldn’t need a rope! Let go of all you think is keeping you tied together and let God put you back together in a way only He can…
Do you ever feel like that little van? Do you feel like your life is tied together with a very small rope? Sometimes I feel like everything in my life is unraveling…like it is all about to just fall apart. And a lot of times when I have this feeling, I grab a rope and tie things on. Why do we do this? Why do we try and fix everything on our own? If I would let go of my need for control and take my life to my Savior, He would put it all back together. And He wouldn’t need a rope! Let go of all you think is keeping you tied together and let God put you back together in a way only He can…
details
Yesterday I was talking (via email) with an old friend of mine. He brought a very small detail of a story I had told him forever ago. I could not believe he remembered such a tiny thing. On the way home I had a praise fest because I am so blessed with sweet friends!
God took that time to remind me that He knows all the details of my life. He knows it all. He has the hairs on my head numbered and calls me more precious than the sparrows. Some times I don’t pray for things because I think they are too small to pray for or about. I am wrong. There is no detail of your life that God does not care about. Bring it all to Him. Whatever is on your mind today, no matter the size, it is important to Your Creator. Give it to Him and let His Light shine in the details of your life….
And thank you old friend for showing me Christ’s love once again
God took that time to remind me that He knows all the details of my life. He knows it all. He has the hairs on my head numbered and calls me more precious than the sparrows. Some times I don’t pray for things because I think they are too small to pray for or about. I am wrong. There is no detail of your life that God does not care about. Bring it all to Him. Whatever is on your mind today, no matter the size, it is important to Your Creator. Give it to Him and let His Light shine in the details of your life….
And thank you old friend for showing me Christ’s love once again
the swing
Over the weekend my husband and brothers-in-law put up a new tree swing! It is so much fun!! the kids and the grown ups had a blast playing on it! Last evening, I took Lily out to swing for a little while. I put her on my lap and off we went. Perfection. For about 10 minutes I got a glimpse of how life is supposed to be lived. I was completely worry free. I was content, holding my sweet daughter letting the wind blow in our faces. This is God’s way for our lives. Not careless, but worry free, enjoying His gifts to the highest. My prayer last night and this day is that I would learn to live my life as I felt on the swing. Taking in all His love…living free from all that binds my heart. I pray you will do the same.
believed as truth
Yesterday I received an email from someone that really hurt my heart. I couldn’t help but read it. I read it and re-read it. It was full of hurtful words meant to cut me to my very core…and it did. I read the words and accepted them as truth. I carried them with me all day. I thought about it all day and into the night. About 330 this morning I finally let God’s truth soak into my soul. He reminded me that a lie believed as truth becomes the truth in my mind. He spoke His word to my heart. Take captive every thought and make it obedient to Christ. I was able to take those horrible words and make them obedient to Christs truth.
Today what lie are you believing as truth? Is satan trying to convince you that you are less than a precious child of God? Romans 1:25 reads They exchanged the truth of God for a lie. What truth are you exchanging and what are you exchanging it for? Whatever it is, it is not worth it. God’s truth is perfect and unwavering.
Today what lie are you believing as truth? Is satan trying to convince you that you are less than a precious child of God? Romans 1:25 reads They exchanged the truth of God for a lie. What truth are you exchanging and what are you exchanging it for? Whatever it is, it is not worth it. God’s truth is perfect and unwavering.
happy feet
Today I went out to see one of my clients. As I turned the corner, I saw that she was already standing. I said, “you are ready!” She said, “Ms. Nease I could tell it was you because you have happy feet.” For those of you who don’t know me very well, I wear high heels almost every day. I walk more quickly than a lot of people and my heels click on tile and make a really fun sound! I had no idea that my clients could tell me by that sound, but I guess they can!
As I thought about my feet I began to wonder what my spiritual feet sound like. Romans 10:15 reads, “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!" am I carrying the good news of Jesus to everyone? Next time you find your feet dragging, remember that your feet are beautiful. Pick up your step and get excited to carry His love to everyone you meet!
Have a happy feet weekend! Big hugs to each of you!
As I thought about my feet I began to wonder what my spiritual feet sound like. Romans 10:15 reads, “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!" am I carrying the good news of Jesus to everyone? Next time you find your feet dragging, remember that your feet are beautiful. Pick up your step and get excited to carry His love to everyone you meet!
Have a happy feet weekend! Big hugs to each of you!
more than you can handle
Last night we were putting up laundry. We had a ton to put away! I had divided all the laundry into baskets for each room. Lily was helping me! She wanted to carry her basket “all by herself”. I told her it was too heavy, but she insisted. So I sat the basket in front of her and watched as she tried to pick it up…push it with her foot…lay on it and attempt to walk it that way! Finally she said, “momma, its too big…you do it.”
When life gets really hard some people say, “remember, God won’t give you more than you can handle.” This frustrates me so badly. This is not true and not biblical. A mother with a sick child is more than we can handle. Losing a spouse is more than we can handle. Illnesses we carry are more than we can handle. Sometimes day to day living is more than we can handle. Just like with Lily and the basket…God knows our load is too big. He knows it’s too much and yet, He will allow us to push and pull and struggle with it until we say “Father, its too big…you take it” Life is more than we were ever created to handle. We have trials and heartache all the time. And in those hurts we are called to turn to God and give them right back. What are you trying to carry today? What in your life is making you think this is more than I can handle? You are right. It is more…more than you are meant to carry. So quit trying. Let your Father have it. He is ready and waiting…
When life gets really hard some people say, “remember, God won’t give you more than you can handle.” This frustrates me so badly. This is not true and not biblical. A mother with a sick child is more than we can handle. Losing a spouse is more than we can handle. Illnesses we carry are more than we can handle. Sometimes day to day living is more than we can handle. Just like with Lily and the basket…God knows our load is too big. He knows it’s too much and yet, He will allow us to push and pull and struggle with it until we say “Father, its too big…you take it” Life is more than we were ever created to handle. We have trials and heartache all the time. And in those hurts we are called to turn to God and give them right back. What are you trying to carry today? What in your life is making you think this is more than I can handle? You are right. It is more…more than you are meant to carry. So quit trying. Let your Father have it. He is ready and waiting…
where you are
Yesterday, sweet Claire was sick. John brought her to my office around 8am so I could take her to the doctor. I just have to say that Claire is so precious! She had ear infection in both ears and the doctor increased her breathing treatments to three times a day and you would have never known she felt bad. She was so happy and sweet to everyone! amazing! After the doctor’s appointment I called John’s parents to see if I could bring Claire to their house for the day. They were at John’s grandma’s house in Walters. So, I was going to run her to Walters to meet them. David was giving me directions and I was doing my best to keep up. He stopped and talked to Sherrie, John’s mom, and they decided that it would be best if they came to Lawton and picked her up.
Really? They knew I could drive to Walters and drop her off. But they also knew it would be much easier on me and my work day if they came and picked her up. They were willing to meet me where I was instead of making me come all the way by myself. What a perfect picture of Christ’s love for us. Wherever you are this moment….He will meet you there. He will not make you crawl the entire way back to Him on your own. If you ask, He will come swoop you up in His arms and carry you the rest of the way. Stop trying so hard to write down directions and make it on your own. Your Father is ready. Ready to meet you and love you right where you are…let Him won’t you?
Really? They knew I could drive to Walters and drop her off. But they also knew it would be much easier on me and my work day if they came and picked her up. They were willing to meet me where I was instead of making me come all the way by myself. What a perfect picture of Christ’s love for us. Wherever you are this moment….He will meet you there. He will not make you crawl the entire way back to Him on your own. If you ask, He will come swoop you up in His arms and carry you the rest of the way. Stop trying so hard to write down directions and make it on your own. Your Father is ready. Ready to meet you and love you right where you are…let Him won’t you?
the word
I was walking through the office earlier today and happen to see one of my co-workers reading a devo email I had sent out last week. I stopped and talked about it for a little bit. It was such a blessing to my heart to know that people really read the emails I send! I was overflowing with smiles! I got back to my cube, opened my bag and saw my bible. I carry it in my work bag so I can read it at lunch or on a break. My heart grew heavy as I talked to Jesus about my reading habits. Sure I carry my bible, but do I really read it like I should? Nope. It seems there is always something else that comes up and I end up skipping my devo time. Does anyone else do this? Then I realized that the joy I get in people reading my words pales in comparison to the joy my Heavenly Father gets when I read His Word.
Hebrews 4 says “For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow…” Today my prayer…my ache is to get into HIS WORD every day and let it penetrate into my soul. It is Truth. It is living. It is His.
Hebrews 4 says “For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow…” Today my prayer…my ache is to get into HIS WORD every day and let it penetrate into my soul. It is Truth. It is living. It is His.
to build a house
This weekend I got to go to OKC and help one of my sisters move into her new house. It was so much fun!! Her new house is gorgeous! As I was walking down the stairs, I started looking around. The more I looked the more detail I noticed. I began to think about how many different people it took to build her home - - the list is amazing. From the contractor to the trim carpenter to the landscape men. I was blown away.
On the way home I let the days thoughts sink in. Then I began to think about how many people it takes to build a church. Not a building or even one specific “church”. But a church as God intended it. A group of people living life together. God has given us each a different gift a different talent. We are called to use those gifts each day. When we all live life together as we are supposed to our gifs can do remarkable things. I prayed on the way home for God to reveal His plan for my gifts to me and to show me where I can use them. Today pray with me. What are your gifts and where are you using them? Are you building a house for His glory?
On the way home I let the days thoughts sink in. Then I began to think about how many people it takes to build a church. Not a building or even one specific “church”. But a church as God intended it. A group of people living life together. God has given us each a different gift a different talent. We are called to use those gifts each day. When we all live life together as we are supposed to our gifs can do remarkable things. I prayed on the way home for God to reveal His plan for my gifts to me and to show me where I can use them. Today pray with me. What are your gifts and where are you using them? Are you building a house for His glory?
satisfaction
This morning I was flipping through the radio stations on my way to work. I got to one station and they were playing Satisfaction by the Rolling Stones. Of course I started singing along (and maybe dancing a little). As I was belting out the chorus, I thought…wow Lord this could be my theme song. I can't get no satisfaction - -I can't get no satisfaction - 'cause i try and i try and i try - -I can't get no, i can't get no…
I struggle with discontentment more than I would care to admit. Just like those lyrics say I try and try and try to find satisfaction but it is not there. Because I am looking in all the wrong places. I seek fulfillment from my family, friends, job and money. I even look for satisfaction in all my “good works”. I always come up short…I am always lacking. You know the Lord is big when He can speak to you through a Rolling Stones song. Where are you looking for satisfaction in your life? If you are looking anywhere but in His love and glory, you are looking in all the wrong places. Stop trying so hard…it’s right in front of you!
**who is still singing that song in their head?**
I struggle with discontentment more than I would care to admit. Just like those lyrics say I try and try and try to find satisfaction but it is not there. Because I am looking in all the wrong places. I seek fulfillment from my family, friends, job and money. I even look for satisfaction in all my “good works”. I always come up short…I am always lacking. You know the Lord is big when He can speak to you through a Rolling Stones song. Where are you looking for satisfaction in your life? If you are looking anywhere but in His love and glory, you are looking in all the wrong places. Stop trying so hard…it’s right in front of you!
**who is still singing that song in their head?**
merge
Happy Thursday everyone! quick…name three blessings in your life right now! Did you do it?! Now name five more! Not sure why…just a good thing to do!
Yesterday I was driving home after work. There is construction on Hwy 7. The first ‘Merge’ signs are about ½ a mile out. Well, Mr. Fast Pants was on the road yesterday and instead of obeying the new Oklahoma Law that says you HAVE to merge, he waited until the very last second and almost hit me. I was so angry. I hate when people do that.
I was about to “pray” for this big sinner when God showed me that my life is lived as this guy drives. I see God’s path. I recognize when I am not on it (most of the time). And yet, I keep going. I want to go as far as I can on MY terms on MY time. But when I see that my road is about to dead end, I want His road…His plan. Why don’t I just take His road in the first place? Sure, it may slow me down a little. I might even have to let others go ahead of me. But in the end His path always leads to His promises. His path for me is good and perfect. Where are you today? Are you attempting to control your life on your own path? If so, let me encourage you from one bad life driver to another…stop...get on His path for your life as fast as you can. With His word as my proof…it will lead you to all His glories.
Yesterday I was driving home after work. There is construction on Hwy 7. The first ‘Merge’ signs are about ½ a mile out. Well, Mr. Fast Pants was on the road yesterday and instead of obeying the new Oklahoma Law that says you HAVE to merge, he waited until the very last second and almost hit me. I was so angry. I hate when people do that.
I was about to “pray” for this big sinner when God showed me that my life is lived as this guy drives. I see God’s path. I recognize when I am not on it (most of the time). And yet, I keep going. I want to go as far as I can on MY terms on MY time. But when I see that my road is about to dead end, I want His road…His plan. Why don’t I just take His road in the first place? Sure, it may slow me down a little. I might even have to let others go ahead of me. But in the end His path always leads to His promises. His path for me is good and perfect. Where are you today? Are you attempting to control your life on your own path? If so, let me encourage you from one bad life driver to another…stop...get on His path for your life as fast as you can. With His word as my proof…it will lead you to all His glories.
hop up
Morning all. Sorry for the lack of emails. I have been out until today. Thank you to all who prayed for John’s family through the weekend. The funeral went really well. Please keep Grandma in your prayers as she learns to adjust to life without Granddaddy.
This morning I went in to wake Lily up. She is so funny in the mornings! If she gets to wake up on her own she is really happy. But, when we have to wake her up…wow. I kissed her and said good morning beautiful girl. To which she replied “no…” in her tiny whiney voice. I said, Claire is awake. She said, “no.” Daddy’s awake. “no.” Momma’s awake. “no.” oh my! So I backed off and gave her a little space. She sat up and just glared at me for a while. I really did my best not to laugh at her! After about 10 minutes she crawled out of bed and came over and hugged me and said, “my baby sister is awake?! Where is she?” love her sweet heart even in her grumpiness.
How many of you wake up like that? Our Heavenly Father says “good morning sweet child.” And we grump back at Him with a “NO” Not today Lord. Stop bugging me. He gives us a million reasons we have to be thankful to wake up and we still reply “no.” This morning was such a bold picture of how I act when God is doing His best to show me all the blessings in my life. I grump and grump. Then thankfully through His imminent patience, He waits. He gives me time to see that His plan, His love and His day really are sweet things to wake up to. Today I pray that you see that His life for you is a sweet blessing. Stop grumping and let His love fall all over you…
This morning I went in to wake Lily up. She is so funny in the mornings! If she gets to wake up on her own she is really happy. But, when we have to wake her up…wow. I kissed her and said good morning beautiful girl. To which she replied “no…” in her tiny whiney voice. I said, Claire is awake. She said, “no.” Daddy’s awake. “no.” Momma’s awake. “no.” oh my! So I backed off and gave her a little space. She sat up and just glared at me for a while. I really did my best not to laugh at her! After about 10 minutes she crawled out of bed and came over and hugged me and said, “my baby sister is awake?! Where is she?” love her sweet heart even in her grumpiness.
How many of you wake up like that? Our Heavenly Father says “good morning sweet child.” And we grump back at Him with a “NO” Not today Lord. Stop bugging me. He gives us a million reasons we have to be thankful to wake up and we still reply “no.” This morning was such a bold picture of how I act when God is doing His best to show me all the blessings in my life. I grump and grump. Then thankfully through His imminent patience, He waits. He gives me time to see that His plan, His love and His day really are sweet things to wake up to. Today I pray that you see that His life for you is a sweet blessing. Stop grumping and let His love fall all over you…
empty handed
Last night after work I stopped by to see granddaddy (John’s g-pa on his dad’s side.) For those of you who don’t know, Granddaddy is in his final days. He has liver cancer. In the past week or so, I have found comfort in taking meals to Grandma and the family staying with her. I say this not to brag about cooking, but to tell you how I have been coping with the situation. For me, having something to do makes it easier to deal with. Well, yesterday someone else made them dinner so when I got to the house, I was empty handed…As I looked at Granddaddy it all hit me. My eyes began to burn and the tears started to fall. I left as quickly as I could. I got outside and stood in the rain for a few minutes letting God’s shower cover my sadness.
I did not know what to do without something in my hands. Who are we when all we “do” is gone? When all these great deeds are invisible. When we aren’t teaching a Sunday school class, or helping a friend in need. When we aren’t at church…when all is dark and we are empty handed…who are we? I learned last night that I was a broken hearted child of God. You know, that’s ok. When all is done you are simply His child…loved beyond all measure - cradled in His big arms and held as long as you need to be. If your hands are so full that you can’t see the way…lay it all down at the cross. For when we empty our hands all there is to do is to lift them up in Praise to our Savior…
I did not know what to do without something in my hands. Who are we when all we “do” is gone? When all these great deeds are invisible. When we aren’t teaching a Sunday school class, or helping a friend in need. When we aren’t at church…when all is dark and we are empty handed…who are we? I learned last night that I was a broken hearted child of God. You know, that’s ok. When all is done you are simply His child…loved beyond all measure - cradled in His big arms and held as long as you need to be. If your hands are so full that you can’t see the way…lay it all down at the cross. For when we empty our hands all there is to do is to lift them up in Praise to our Savior…
the visitor
Last night, we had a couple of unexpected visitors at our house. If they had come by last Tuesday I would have been mortified because my house last week was a disaster every day. Sunday night, john and I decided that every night before bed we would do a “10-minute pick up”. We have done really well this week! So, when company came by, my house was clean except for toys out. Whew! We had a good visit and they were on their way.
But it got me to thinking - - If God showed up on my doorstep, would I be ready for His visit. Yes, of course He lives in me and is with me all the time, but for me this is not an easy concept to grasp. I like to pretend He can’t see and hear everything I do – like I can actually hide from the Creator of the Universe! What are you doing right now, at this very moment? Are you having a conversation you shouldn’t be? Are you looking at something on the internet you shouldn’t be? Are you flirting with temptation you should be running from? Are you ready for His visit right this second? I cannot honestly say that I am. My life is in need of a 10-minute pick up…ok maybe even more than 10-minutes! Where is your heart today? Are you ready for His visit?
But it got me to thinking - - If God showed up on my doorstep, would I be ready for His visit. Yes, of course He lives in me and is with me all the time, but for me this is not an easy concept to grasp. I like to pretend He can’t see and hear everything I do – like I can actually hide from the Creator of the Universe! What are you doing right now, at this very moment? Are you having a conversation you shouldn’t be? Are you looking at something on the internet you shouldn’t be? Are you flirting with temptation you should be running from? Are you ready for His visit right this second? I cannot honestly say that I am. My life is in need of a 10-minute pick up…ok maybe even more than 10-minutes! Where is your heart today? Are you ready for His visit?
the gentleman
Today a man went out of his way to hold the door for me. I love to be treated like a lady…makes me so happy! As I was walking I thought about how this gentleman showed me a great example of Christ. Christ is the ultimate gentleman. He will never force His way into our lives. All throughout scripture we are given examples of Christ’s non-pushy ways. When he asked Peter to walk out to Him on the water - - He waited as peter hesitated. He did not push. He says “come to me all you who are weary and burdened” and He waits as we decide if we want to come to Him. In Revelation He says, “here I am, I stand at the door and knock” He doesn’t break down the door. He knocks and He waits.
Is Christ waiting on you today? Is He knocking on the door of your heart? If He is, don’t hesitate another moment. For when you answer you will find life to the fullest!
Is Christ waiting on you today? Is He knocking on the door of your heart? If He is, don’t hesitate another moment. For when you answer you will find life to the fullest!
got some son
I was in my cube this morning and overheard someone say, “you got some sun this weekend…” The gentleman was talking to a co-worker who had been outside at a t-ball tournament all day Saturday. You can definitely tell she was outside a lot! Love being sun-kissed in the summer time!
The more I thought about the comment the more I wondered if people could tell when I have gotten some Son. Can my family, friends and co-workers tell when I have been with Jesus? Can they see His love radiating through me? Can everyone I meet tell I have been SON-kissed? Today if His light is looking a little dim be still for a moment and soak up some Son….it will do wonders for your heart.
The more I thought about the comment the more I wondered if people could tell when I have gotten some Son. Can my family, friends and co-workers tell when I have been with Jesus? Can they see His love radiating through me? Can everyone I meet tell I have been SON-kissed? Today if His light is looking a little dim be still for a moment and soak up some Son….it will do wonders for your heart.
mirror
So, mirrors can be very unforgiving things wouldn’t you agree? They are not my favorite things in the world. At the gym the walls are covered in mirrors. So, when you are running on a treadmill or lifting weights or just walking around you see yourself. It is kind of a strange feeling. Yesterday I was stretching and looked in the mirror. God prompted me to stop and really look. This is not an easy thing for me. While I do have issues with my physical body after two babies, I see more than the physical imperfections. When I look in the mirror I see every mistake I have made in my life. All my failures piled on me like a horribly mismatched outfit. In spite of myself, I stopped and looked in that mirror. The longer I looked, the more I saw the flaws. As I was about to turn away my sweet Lord said, ‘stay a moment longer. Do you see what I see?’ Sure do Lord…tired, frustrated, discontented momma. Then I let the Lord show me what He sees when He looks at me. He doesn’t see my failures or my sin. He doesn’t see the flawed body. He sees my heart and therein sees His Son that lives in me. Today, when you look in the mirror - - stay a while and give God a chance to show you what He sees. He sees His Son and in that there is no room for imperfection.
spotter
This morning I was on a treadmill at the gym. Two men lifting weights caught my attention. They were using the free weights, doing bench presses. The weight one guy was lifting was unbelievable. At the end of his set, his grip slipped. Not to worry, his spotter was there. I got chills watching how quickly the spotter reacted. He was there to watch over his friend and he did it. Nothing was distracting him. It was a very cool thing to observe.
I continued my run and began to think about God as my spotter. When you lift weights, you have to trust your spotter implicitly without hesitation. You relinquish all control to him/her. It seems that I choose to live my life with God as stand by spotter instead of the real thing. I like for Him to be there for me, but instead of letting Him grab the weights before they hit me, I like to struggle under the frustration and pain for as long as I can before I have to give up control. Why? Why struggle with things when you have the ultimate spotter waiting to stop it from ever hitting you? For me it all comes down to control. I am petrified to completely surrender to His perfect will. If I do that, what is left for me to control? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. And you know what…that’s the idea.
I continued my run and began to think about God as my spotter. When you lift weights, you have to trust your spotter implicitly without hesitation. You relinquish all control to him/her. It seems that I choose to live my life with God as stand by spotter instead of the real thing. I like for Him to be there for me, but instead of letting Him grab the weights before they hit me, I like to struggle under the frustration and pain for as long as I can before I have to give up control. Why? Why struggle with things when you have the ultimate spotter waiting to stop it from ever hitting you? For me it all comes down to control. I am petrified to completely surrender to His perfect will. If I do that, what is left for me to control? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. And you know what…that’s the idea.
grab your life jacket
A few weeks ago, my friend and I saw a man riding a bicycle…and wearing a bright orange life jacket. Hmm? I have seen him three more times since then including this morning. Every time I see him I wonder what it is like to live in his world. Today, I was thinking that he is prepared for anything. If he needs to go for a quick swim, no time wasted he is ready. I was praying over this man today and then I began to pray that I would live my life in more preparedness than I have been.
God reminded me this morning that I have failed to put on His armor each day. To be prepared for the battles that we fight, we MUST put on His Full Armor every single morning. First thing. As I have talked to friends in my life this week, it seems that satan is on a rampage. He is running strong and he is really giving it his all. Today, I am praying over each of you by name. I am praying that you will grab the armor so you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes (Ephesians 6). Like my life jacket friend…be prepared for anything. And trust in Your Saviors armor…there is none better.
Ephesians 6:10 -18 The Armor
10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
God reminded me this morning that I have failed to put on His armor each day. To be prepared for the battles that we fight, we MUST put on His Full Armor every single morning. First thing. As I have talked to friends in my life this week, it seems that satan is on a rampage. He is running strong and he is really giving it his all. Today, I am praying over each of you by name. I am praying that you will grab the armor so you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes (Ephesians 6). Like my life jacket friend…be prepared for anything. And trust in Your Saviors armor…there is none better.
Ephesians 6:10 -18 The Armor
10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
working for you
Today, I had an interview with a client. I asked her if she was looking for a job to which she replied, “as long as the state will buy my food and pay my housing, I am going to be a stay at home mom.” You can only imagine the anger that welled up in my heart. Of course YOU can stay home with your babies, I am working to pay your living expenses while my children are in day care. Man, I was hot. I couldn’t believe she said that out loud to me. After she left, I stayed in the interview room for a few minutes.
I sat for a moment and the Lord reminded me of a verse. John 10:10 says, “I have come that they may have life, and have life to the full.” I have thought about that all day. He gave His life so that I could live my life to the fullest. As the day has continued my heart has become less angry. If He gave His life and has no bitterness or regret, who am I to hold those things in my heart? While it is not an easy task, I have to remember that my sacrifice pales in comparison.
And to all you working moms out there who carry that tinge of “mommy guilt” drop it. Leave it at the cross where it belongs. You work to provide for your children and in that, there is no room for guilt. You are amazing and appreciated!!
I sat for a moment and the Lord reminded me of a verse. John 10:10 says, “I have come that they may have life, and have life to the full.” I have thought about that all day. He gave His life so that I could live my life to the fullest. As the day has continued my heart has become less angry. If He gave His life and has no bitterness or regret, who am I to hold those things in my heart? While it is not an easy task, I have to remember that my sacrifice pales in comparison.
And to all you working moms out there who carry that tinge of “mommy guilt” drop it. Leave it at the cross where it belongs. You work to provide for your children and in that, there is no room for guilt. You are amazing and appreciated!!
above and beyond
On Sunday morning I went into my bathroom and noticed that John had changed the roll of toilet paper. The most amazing part about this was that he had actually put the new roll ON the holder as opposed to just sitting it on top of the empty one like he usually does. I hugged him and said, “thank you for putting the toilet paper ON the holder…what a man!” to which he replied…. “you know, I thought I would go above and beyond today…thanks for noticing!” Wow, my husband!!
I laughed about that comment most of the morning! what a boy thing to say!! As we walked outside to go to church I finally stopped and acknowledged that fact that My Creator had gone above and beyond. Much like this beautiful morning, the sun was shining and there was no humidity! Most of the time, I forget to thank Him for the everyday things. Just like the toilet paper roll…it may be something very small, but He loves when we notice. Notice the sun, the green grass, the trees and the fact that I am blessed to be here on this earth sharing His Name with someone. Today, I am going to praise Him for all his love and all the times in my day He goes above and beyond. Join me won’t you?
I laughed about that comment most of the morning! what a boy thing to say!! As we walked outside to go to church I finally stopped and acknowledged that fact that My Creator had gone above and beyond. Much like this beautiful morning, the sun was shining and there was no humidity! Most of the time, I forget to thank Him for the everyday things. Just like the toilet paper roll…it may be something very small, but He loves when we notice. Notice the sun, the green grass, the trees and the fact that I am blessed to be here on this earth sharing His Name with someone. Today, I am going to praise Him for all his love and all the times in my day He goes above and beyond. Join me won’t you?
get real
A little while ago, I was talking with some friends in my cube! We were talking about decorating and outdoor renovations. Love that kind of discussion! Something came up and all of a sudden I was teary-eyed. Stink. I am usually very good at hiding things….ok, everything! But I looked at the ladies in my cube and realized that I have no ability to fake anything in front of them. Stink again. As they walked away, I let the tears fall and ran to Jesus with a piece of my heart that I sometimes forget is broken. He listened and reminded me how perfectly He places people in our lives. Yes, be real with Jesus all the time, but remember we have been put here to love one another. To be real with one another. Allow me to ask you a question: when was the last time you GOT REAL with someone? When have you let down every wall you have and showed someone your greatest hurts? If it has been awhile, let me encourage you to run to someone and let it all go. There is great freedom and healing when we stop trying to hurt all on our own….
expectations
Today on the way back to work from lunch, I allowed a car to pull out in front of me. I expected a friendly wave of thanks. You know what I got? Zero. Not even a head bob of acknowledgement. What?! I was so mad. I deserved a thank you for my oh so gracious deed!
You know God did not let me get away with that thinking for too long! First He reminded me in a way that only He can that I live an undeserved life. Any breath I take is a gift. Secondly, He reminded me that any time I expect something from another human, there is a chance I will be let down. We are all people and we all mess up. There was only one perfect one who walked this Earth. Along with His reminders that hold me accountable He whispered gently to my heart reminding me that He has never and will never let me down. I can expect the greatest of great things from my Father and He will always pull through. He always loves me without fail and without condition. Today, go out on a limb and expect to loved with an everlasting, perfect love. You will not be disappointed…
You know God did not let me get away with that thinking for too long! First He reminded me in a way that only He can that I live an undeserved life. Any breath I take is a gift. Secondly, He reminded me that any time I expect something from another human, there is a chance I will be let down. We are all people and we all mess up. There was only one perfect one who walked this Earth. Along with His reminders that hold me accountable He whispered gently to my heart reminding me that He has never and will never let me down. I can expect the greatest of great things from my Father and He will always pull through. He always loves me without fail and without condition. Today, go out on a limb and expect to loved with an everlasting, perfect love. You will not be disappointed…
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